Why you are so different from what you pretend to appear?

FaLlen Soul

It's not simple to read a human mind because every time it changes ...
People only choose to show what they pretend to be ...

that's the thing, people tends to show what they want you to see ..
it's upto you to decide whether he/she is complete honest with you .

Intro

I'm just so sick of Fake Friends!!

Depression

I feel like I have no friends.

We live in a world so fake I lost the real me.

Loss

Is this all a fake world?

3am Thoughts

I have no friends

Friends

I need real people in my life. Tired of fake ones.

Life

It’s my first time in college and there’s a lot of things happening. My friends are extroverts and I don’t feel comfortable when they include other people when we hangout . Even though the friends they and I have are our own classmates I just feel excluded af whenever they bring up a convo that doesn’t include me either way they would be chill and all good with each other but me or they would interact less. I’m a person who’s actually nice and talks to others if they actually wanna talk to me. And I feel so bad getting no messages when I’m back home and my friends be like hey he/she texted me we are close or hey he/she told let’s hangout. I just feel like maybe I’m not cool or maybe I’m not that good looking or maybe im just not so fun to talk to. These are the thoughts that rush into my mind. I don’t really have a lot of friends hence I shared my thoughts that’s been disturbing me for quite some time. 

College

I have this strange pattern with most of the people i have met in my life, in the beginning there is a very good connection and a lot of communication that happens with the other person and we end up really close for a while but later we get so distant that the other person just behaves like they don't know me...
This is so frustrating that I don't believe I can have any real friends 

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