Why one side hurts 
People says it's amazing feeling 
But i don't feel it's amazing it hurts when that guy ask me to get a girl for him 
I know i have feelings but can't becoz i don't want to mess up our friendship between this feeling & friendship I'm trapped 




I don't know if knows that i like him or i have feelings for him 
Or maybe just ignoring 

Rn can't eat ice-cream I'm trying to loose some weight 

I guess there is a huge difference between i want you than i love you !!! 

You have to learn to live with that pain that pain will be there every time you see the person u like with someone either ask them directly what u want  but ice cream helps generally 

3am Thoughts

Now I'm not so hard upon myself and I'm more calmed I hope I remain same 😶💫

Mental Health

What is the point of celebrating children's day when there are so many children who are made to live through abuse?

Child Abuse

can any girl have a normal convo with me. I wanna share my love problems and study pressure too. 🥺

Manifesting him to text me and confess he loves me and ask me to go out with him. Because we both are at very difficult and uncertain times in our lives, and I guess a bit of hugs and kisses will help us feel better (from each other though) 
Do it man. Text me. 

Crush

I am talking to someone and he is a therapist. Whenever I talk to him in a not normal way he is quick to understand and analyze my behavior and it makes me feel super conscious about my issues. I feel that even though I’m 23 I am so immature. I feel like I keep on putting myself down and not giving enough myself credit for the effort I put on studying. 

Overthinking

I can’t make friends. I won’t make friends. So don’t push me now ever again. Enough

I feel like running down the street screaming.

Life

My parents have travelled abroad and it’s been two weeks now. Me and my sister are living together and we were doing fine until few days back. I don’t know what it was I was in super irritable mood and she was annoying me so I got angry and just locked myself in a room. She came and knocked on my door asking if wanted to have lunch but I was still pretty pissed off so I said no. Then she got angry and smashed something at the door, when I opened to see what happened, she screamed at me. I don’t think anyone has screamed at me like that before not even my parents shouted at me so bad. I was even more frustrated, angry and pissed. I shut the door and locked myself in the room and lost it. I smashed up few things. She heard all of these and started cursing at me to open to door. I don’t know what happened after that, I saw a paper cutter in my stationary stand, I just took it, opened the door and slashed my wrist. She saw that and slapped me twice on my face hard. No one has ever raised their hand on me, not my parents, no one. Not even their voice.
I did not even realise I cut myself purposely. I did not even think I would do such a stupid thing. I’m not a person to become so weak. I don’t know what happened, everything seems so blur to me. I don’t know what to do. I have been beating up myself about it. I have not been eating properly, sleeping excessively even studying and working out doesn’t seem to be doing any good for me. I have my exams coming up in 5 days, I haven’t been able to concentrate. All I can think about what has happened, why did I do it, I never do these kind of things no matter how difficult things are. And sometimes dark thoughts creep in.
I just don’t understand was it wrong of to be get angry in the first place, aren’t I allowed to cool myself down. I know myself, if I’m angry or annoyed I just lock myself away for a while and get back up again. Don’t I get some time off to be calm.
Honestly I’m scared, I’m really scared. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t what to do. I don’t know if I should tell my parents about cutting myself. They know we fought and she hit me all but not about this. I don’t know what to do next. Should I get help?


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