Why my voices in my head never let me stop thinking! They ask to do something. Even my sleeping pills doesn’t help me to calm…. 

Try yoga or simple meditation it really helps 

Anxiety

Feeling blue ...🌀

Depression

****trigger warning****

 
I have ptsd from being molested as a child, neglected, abandoned, physically abused, having an abortion, and self abandoning and living a high risk life style.

I don’t know what it’s like to feel safe.
I don’t know what it’s like to not wake up feeling hyper alert like I never slept. 

I don’t know how to relax and enjoy anything. 
It’s hard for me to have small fun conversations when all I have running through my head is “what threat is coming now”. 
 
When my episodes calm down, and I start to feel okay, almost the feeling of safe and relaxed, i shield up and no one is allowed in. 

My inner voice is so hateful towards 
myself. 

Mental Health

Since the day i have to give upon my dream, i am really confused. Now i dont know what am i supposed to do because it was my dream and expectations that took me forward. I ca't think of anything else. My mind is getting blank and i've started hating the people who made me like this. But i really want to move forward. I know life is hard but i cant get over even though i know i am far away. from 

3am Thoughts

Hey guys, 
*Storytime* 
I was in a relationship for 1.5 years and then two months ago we broke up because he said he wanted to "find himself". 
I was shattered but it only took me 2 months to pick up myself and move. After I broke up with that guy, I started talking to a lot of guys just to distract myself. 
All of the talking was casual and nothing more, at all. 
Until I started talking to this guy and I fell for him. 
I was extremely happy and my friends were happy too that I had someone good in my life but I started to think "what if I moved on too soon?". I deeply loved my ex, today too he'll always a soft corner but I was ready to throw that in my past and leave it there. 
The new guy was AMAZING, can emphasise the amazing. He's a complete nerd, and I never though nerds would be my type but he sure is. He's the type of person who can make you feel as if everything will work out. I realllyyyyyy like him and obviously, I'd want to date him or take things to the next level but I can't. He's charming in ways I can't even describe. My friends said this "the honeymoon phase" but honestly I haven't looked at a guy more objectively than this. 
Unfortunately, we'll have to part ways soon because we'll be going to different countries soon and we don't want to do long distance.

Conclusion: Everything taught me that there are "good" guys who're there out somewhere, we just need to look for them and cautiously watch out for the toxic guys. 
And even though things won't have an ending that I want, I will be grateful for having someone like him in my life who taught me that with bad things, good things do come. 

Thank you for reading. 
Love y'all 💗💗💗💗

Relationships

No matter what happened km se km aaisa thaa kii koe bhii baat mai tumse keh skta thaa. Muje sochna nhii pdta thaa sab aake tumko bolta thaa. But ab aaisi situation ho gae hai kii kuch bhii ho jaae muje lgta hai kisko bolna hai aur q bolna hai. Ulta mai khud ke liye hii prblms create kr raha hu dusare ko bta ke. At the end ye proof bhii tumne hii kiya. 

Overthinking

I had a crush on a girl who was my classmate in college, I told her my feelings and everything on WhatsApp, and I used to flirt with her. Ek din usne mujhe judge kia or gnda sa taunt mara kuch is type se ki me ye har ldki k sath karta hounga. 
Meri shakal achhi hai, shayad isiliye ladkiyan esa sochti hain ki ye Playboy hai. 🥲

Crush

High key hurting

Breakup

I had a crush on a guy for a while, i kinda shrugged it off and now we are really close friends and now I've told him how i feel and we've decided that its best we don't take it further. But I'm still crazy for him what should i do. I don't wanna loose him as a friend.

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