Why does it feel like even at the slightest bit of happiness, all those feelings of despair are ready to crumb you down?

Depression

Everything now has no taste .. I am not that type of person to just sit and do nothing, but now I feel different , I feel hopeless , I feel there is not taste in life , feeling blank inside , I hate when I get the feeling that my happiness depends on someone and that I don’t do anything till I feel good with them again .. this is so hard to deal with, even music doesn’t help , ig no thing will help .. :) 

I am feeling very alone, i want to go hang around, but I dont have friends. All time sitting in room gives me thoughts of sucide.

Anxiety

Never fall in love with your best friend. Because at the end (without his/her intentions)  she/he will the person who will hurt you the most. 

One Sided Love

dasar pilih kasih 

Friends

Hey guys! 
My best friend and I got into One of our very repetitive, petty fights again.it’s been over 3 months and he hasn’t tried contacting me at all. It’s making me wonder about all the times he said I was his true friend. Did he say all that just to get something out of me? 
I got promoted today and I involuntarily foaled his number coz he’s usually the first one I tell everything to. Good or bad. He was that friend that escalated to family level.
I really really miss my best friend 

Anyone awake.?

Anger Issues

Guys how to get over breakups with friends 

3am Thoughts

A friend of mine took my money and said he will return it , it was an urgent situation so I handed him the money around 16k Indian rupees , more than 1.5 years had been passed but still he doest reply my messages (doesn't even see them) I asked him numerous times to return me my money and everytime he says I will give it after some time or feigns (bahana) . I am relly fed up of him . Even though I am 17 and he is above 22-23 . What should I do ? Should I tell his parent (he tells me not too) The money I gave him was my savings to buy a new phone for the past 2 years but now 😞💔 . 
Please help me by replying and yes , Grammatical mistakes are my first priority ;) .

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