Why do I care about what will people think of me? Why am I obsessed about what will they say about me? 

Is it because I want some attention or because I'm sooooooooo insecure?.

Thank you 🙂 I really appreciate it! Stay safe 🙂

Insecurity

don’t say you need me when you leave and you leave again 

3am Thoughts

Is it always like this? 
I really don't see my future. I'm hopeless and worthless. 
I really hope this would end sooner. I don't want this feeling. I don't want this agony. 
Please save me.  

Frustration

I'm feeling hungry😣🍕

Healthy Food

I don't like to celebrate Holi and Diwali. 

I am very scared of exams. It brings old memories back of how I attempted suicide because of the mere thought that I would fail. 
Now I have to face exams again next week and although I know I will pass, I am feeling depressed, lonely, and have an intense feeling to cut my carotid and die. 
also, I had a very rough fight with my brother last week which has added to the feeling. I feel useless and a burden to my parents. 

Mental Health

What do you wanna do before you die?

Toxic unhealthy relationships are the root of most conflicts in almost all sorts of relationships. I feel people in toxic unhealthy relationship really just project their insecurities and fears on the other person, which eventually leads to arguments and fights. It just sucks that you can't just have a healthy conversation about it and resolve it. Instead people find it easier to argue and fight about it for some reason. I value healthy communication more than anything else in a relationship and for this reason I feel that proper communication must be maintained, even when disagreement is in play between two people. The major reason behind toxic unhealthy relationships take an ugly turn in the lives of people, is the sheer amount of toxic traits which the people involved in the said relationship possess and project on each other. Passive aggressive behaviour, constant bugging, no personal space, feeling responsible for the other person, etc. are some examples of unhealthy traits which raise the levels of toxicity in a relationship. One more thing which most people do not realise is that toxic unhealthy relationships take a huge toll on the personal self or individual themself. It kills your motivation, counters your satisfaction and in turn makes you irritated and restless, always craving toxic behaviour. This should not be the case. I was so conditioned to toxicity in my life, from my friends and family, that when I had a non-toxic life, I became paranoid about it. If you feel you are in a toxic unhealthy relationship too, then please consider therapy, because it really does help. 

Relationships

Still waiting for someone response to get but it’s been 3 days that msg been delivered. I guess people can see a msg by that long time when they say they really care about or love. I am still waiting and can’t think about more. Is this long distance relationship just a joke? Just hate to be treated this way 
I am from Indian and he is Aussie

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