Why do I always end up giving more importance to people than they deserve.......
Why can't someone keep me as their priority over others?

Same...I'm always a second priority to others

3am Thoughts

You make-believe, That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
Cryin' on me.

Relationships

Hey what are you guys doing?
I am just doing anatomy homework.
Also, how are your guy's mornings/nights going?
Sending love <3



Happy

hey! why do i keep trying to make someone like me, when i  have other people who love me more. they do everything for me. but i still wanna make that one person be closer to me. why ?

So like I have a poem which I wrote during my breakup phase... Sharing it here feels...just good I guess.... 

~Under the oak tree ~

Under the oak tree, near our spot;
Where I would laugh at all the silly jokes you drop. 

Our smile meets the eyes, 
And I wonder where the time flies, 
As I sink in burrow of our goodbyes.

To this day; I wonder, 
Was saying goodbye so hard that I
stutter. 
Like the rain my eyes cried in vain, 
Because even after so many ups and downs, 
There was nothing to gain. 

And I would say I loved you in the past, 
But the truth unveils itself,
As every sentence of yours break me like the last. 

Love

So, i recently have a crush on someone.  I could say we're pretty close? We call each other almost every night talking about random stuffs. He was a really private boy. Recently, he started posting tiktok contents and almost every video he made got on everyone's fyp. My concern is, he keeps getting famous and popular day by day and almost all the girls are simping on him, and the fact he replies to his comments by complimenting back the girls do make me jealous and he started to unprivate his instagram too :( Can someone change my mind so that i shouldn't be concerned by this? or am i normal? (oh it's confirmed that he has no feelings towards me)

Crush

Most of the days I feel like I lost hope in my life .
I used to think that I am not meant to be happier.  I feel like nobody is there for me.
Even though I have family and friends , they doesn't make me feel comfortable.


Mental Health

I have listened to champagne problems so many times but today was the first time I paid attention to the lyrics and oh my god i- 😭. Taylor swift is so freaking talented.

Do you feel like you are most of the times  to be liked and to fit in, and don’t be your true self because you know your true self and not sure if I like my true self sometimes... and I wonder if I would be able to fully be myself ever because I have got good friends and I know they won’t judge me(or at least they say won’t judge) though I am not able to do that..
How would one overcome this!

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts