When the day comes I will be happy that I have conquered the world with my smile but when darkness arrived I feel scared about my thoughts all I figure out no one will be around me to speak out loud that I'm depressed about life,

I’m here for you if you wanna talk no one should ever feel that way 

Depression

How will psychiatrist will help me ? ; if i go for help with my PTSDs.(real ones)
Like they are also just a human. So
How they will change me to overcome my bad mental health?

Can anybody elaborate this for me in some lines pls.

I have shared my ptsd with some (3-4 times to unknown) and it didn't feel differently...


PTSD

Depressed

@retheek I need to talk to you 

Anxiety

Today I am feeling so grateful that I could able to help someone and be the reason for someone's smile
I met with one lady and she was feeling so anxious as she had to reach somewhere urgently and no transport was available at that time then I stood by her till she got one transport and she hugged me and gave me blessings that I helped her by just being with her ❤️❤️
Sometimes we just have to do small small things and you dont even know how these small things can bring such joy in their life 😊🤗

Compassion

I am feeling tons of emotion or atleast a ton of emotion.It's not like I am an introvert,I generally talk a lot lot but last year I started a new phase in life graduated high school,I guess mentally I was prepared for it  but then the pandemic hit, and everything got locked down.Intially I was happy that I would save time by staying home ,I dont have do anything and would enjoy life but as time passed I cut myself out from rest of the world and slowly I felt alone,I found joy in my laptop screen enjoying movies non-stop like an addict,mind you I as a person did not change much,still did the routine things but from inside I knew I was messed up.Now each day feels like a struggle,everday I try to thrive till the end,Somewhere I question myself everday what was inside that helped me survived the external world,but also made it easy,I want that skill,thing,motivation Idk that thing with me again to fight my inner demons.Each day I had to study tons of book,attend classes ,meet targets but I dont feel like doing anything I mean I like what I study butI feel somewhere deep inside my inner happiness has just died,I am slowly connecting to old world getting back to friends but I realise something has changed inside me I mean ,Once I used to speak not realising other was listening or not but now I can see we live in a messed up world where everyone is interested in sharing the stories but not listening others , We might be able to show the world how strong we are outside but deep inside we all are vulnerable , some of us might disagree but they are too scared to even face their inner demons ,we try to avoid them by engaging our mind but believe me someday we have to face it and the latter it is harder it gets...
I dont know its a good thing or bad but somewhere the optisim has diluted in me,Now I can see people weakness.Sometimes I feel it so silly in long period of time and at others I feel I wouldn't even make it through the next second.

DO you feel this too?

I guess we are stuck in a limbo going in a loop of problems.

Mood Disorder

How to celebrate a solo birthday in Delhi?????????

Celebration

There are some people who have big problems than mine i hope they'll find a way to fix it .. ❤️‍🩹

3am Thoughts

Its a strange kind if feeling 🙄where nothing's wrong but nothing feels right either😬

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