Well everyone thinks I have ego or something and they hate me.  Nobody like me. And think like I have many friends. In reality I have no friends, no one. I was alone always. And I am hating myself, my life more and more every passing day. I never had friends not I can make. I hate everything. I hate talking. I am not interested in anything. I am not disturbing anyone, then leave me alone.

Oh take care ..it happens sometimes..inculcate a hobby..that might help. Good luck 

I relate to this so much! I'm really terrible at explaining anything, let alone my feelings/thoughts, so I've been searching for people who feel like me who can talk about it. Thank's for giving me a voice!

Mental Health

2 Peter 1:3-4



3 According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue:

4 Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust.



Coming Out

I need to drink beer with my best friend
F...k
I don't have one

Alcohol

I was involved  with  a guy who was my neighbor I shifted  he was dating another  girl  though  he  was dating  we were involved  physically  he is involved  with  many other he like someone  and I know  that  girl but I like getting  physical with him but don't  like him but sometimes  I feel weird  like why I am making out with him where there is no feeling involved  ...one side of my brain  says no stop it and other says go for it I am pretty  confused  but I want go for it badly

Confusion

I am such a stupid girl. I can't even do my job properly. 
I don't know what is wrong with me.

I feel like leaving everything.  



Insecurity

My favorite person doesnt even remember my birthday. I dont expecting a "happy birthday" from him. But at least he remember my birthday

3am Thoughts

so a friend of mine, she was a really good friend of mine okay. Like I really liked her and I put a lot of efforts bec i wanted to get to know her and I wanted a good female friendship, and she seemed nice, so i put in a lot of efforts and i adjusted a lot, just to recently realise that it was all one sided and she is not what i thought, it kinda hurts but i noticed that she is only my friend to use me, she will use me acc to her convenience and will only come to me when she needs help or just a company when she feels lonely, and in class, she pretends as if she doesn’t even know me and weirdest part, she is trying to get closer to my other friends, like i told her yday that my friend kept a seat for me and today I saw her sitting right beside my other friend, in the seat I told her that he keeps for me. So that is fine, she can seat there, like but that kinda felt like she wants everything and everyone that I have. For eg- i mentioned that I have good roommate and then she told me, can your roommate shift w me?! Like WTF? I tell her this is good, next thing she does is, will buy that thing. Like is she jealous? Insecure or what? 
I really thought she was a nice smart girl, so I approached her, but after noticing these things I am maintaining a distance from her. I know she is not a friend. She is just using me. And even when I’m maintaining distance, the moment I see her, I feel angry and frustrated and like I feel like I wasted my energy on this piece of shit! I get angry at myself and I overthink sm abt it to the point my head hurts even when I try not to, subconsciously I do!

Narcissism

Bro . Everyone say pain depression and talk about mental pain but 12 clear karne ke badd Bina kuchh kare sirf padhte reh for some exam call jee neet clat or her bar dropper ban jana it's hurts most 🥺 not break up and any more things 

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