Warm welcome everyone! I just want him to treat me like he cares I would leave him but i’m scared to be alone. I was in a very dark place last year and when I met him I felt a connection and I thought he did too. He says he loves me and cares but I’m always the first to text. I feel like i’m being used but don’t wanna break up. My mental health isn’t in a good place rn and he isn’t making anything better only worse. I just wish he cared as much I did but will probably never happen and it hurts to think of it. I just want someone to care as much as I do but I might never find anyone like that and it’s scary but I will learn to be okay with it. If I break up with I will only have my bsf and my little sister. It may sound selfish of mr but I don’t want to talk to my bsf about this and put this pain on her.
I don’t know what to say, but I really hope you’re ok and if you need to talk i’m here :)
Heh thanks but I don’t feel like chatting on here…
