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Anonymous

Um…so…I’m going through a longer depressive episode than usual. Have kinda lost my appetite and lost weight to soon too. I’m just feeling to overwhelmed , sad and empty. Also, there was this person I’d relied to much on i feel, and now that we don’t even have a normal conversation feels awful knowing that we spoke almost every other day, spent almost the whole day together for months. I overshared. Evidently. I just miss them a lot, and since with them I’ve been very vocal abt my thoughts and feelings, I’ve told them abt what’s happening too. But the way the behave or text or talk has changed somewhat from some time now. I voiced this abrupt change and the confusion it brought me too, thrice by now. I overexpress as much as i overlove, so after the third time it happened i feel like I’m being too overbearing. So i thought of giving it a few days or weeks maybe. I know i should, but somehow Im getting this intuition that I’m gonna lose somehing, something I really don’t wanna. It’s hurting me to stay and it’s hurting me to leave. I think I liked the person i bece when I was with them. For once i had someone who’d care for me. I really don’t wanna lose this , but then again nothing works one way. There has to be something from the other end too. I just don’t know. I wanted to keep this one bond for life. In my despairs over the years i had clung onto their hope to keep living. Now that the anchor that made me stay is slowly fading I’m losing my mind. It feels weird and days feel awful very weirdly. And this is my best friend I’m talking abt. Should I give one last call just for random ? Or should I give the break, the time to stay apart even if things might dissolve and disappear soon then ?

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Shivay @shivay2595

Heyyyy are you alright…
Well since they are your best friend and they mean so much to you. Ig you should give one last call and one last chance to them. So that you won’t have regret that what if you had called and they came back.

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Anonymous

Heyy, thanks for asking.
I was thinking the same but, recently the last two months I’ve been the only one expressing the discomfort, the hurt, the confusion, the friendship that feels like it’s falling off. Thrice already now I’ve sent long and longer texts without shame abt how the confusion is driving me. Also we just graduated last week, so technically it hasn’t been long that I haven’t seen them but the gap between us feels too big and has been increasing for the past months now. Idk if I’d be pushing them too much of i call them now…

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Shivay @shivay2595

Well tbh I’ve read your thoughts below and you should stop now.
It’s been thrice and you have continuously put efforts to make things last… But that just didn’t mattered.
So you move on and be happy that you got of off the people who doesn’t deserve your love and attention.
You are such a beautiful and precious soul that after writing long texts thrice and trying your best 3 times you still want to try one last time. But they don’t deserve your even single second now.
You have already done so much that no one does it in today’s time. And its now the right time to leave them alone.
I know things will be difficult and you’ll be alone. But still look at the brighter side you’ll find people who’ll love you for the way you are and won’t ever leave you alone…
Just keep on shining like this.
All the more power, love and peace to you ✨✨.
And you are never ever alone.
Remember that.
I’m always here with you. Always 🫂

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Anonymous

this just teared me up 😭 thankyou so much for these kind words,
If my overloving or loving too deep was a problem i know it’s
One of my strengths, that I can love without conditions.
This is one thing that’ll bring me pain and beauty. So that’s that,
It’s better to leave now, unto better things. I’m sure someday
I’ll find the path to channel this amount of love towards myself too.
Thankyou, for being here.

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Shivay @shivay2595

Areyyyy you never need to thank me ever…
See you are such a wonderful and precious soul. But always remember. Loving unconditionally is so cute and all but with only the right person. When we love the right person unconditionally we grow on every level, mental, emotional, physical every aspect of life.
But if we love the wrong person then it will become our doom. They’ll broke us into so many pieces that we never get whole again.
If you have to love soo much then you love Yourself.
Because only YOU matter.
YOU are the most beautiful and the best creation of this universe.
YOU deserve everything that this universe has to offer and all the beautiful things ever created.
And trust me. You should learn to love in moderation. Because I know exactly how it feels when we love the wrong person with all we have, they just leave us broken and suffocated.😞😞
And you never need to worry. I’m always here. You’ll always find a friend in me whenever you need. 🫂🫂

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Stranger @shadowinthedark

My friend nothing holds up if it isn’t supported from both the ends. Mental Peace is above all and for that if you had to let go of certain people you should just do it.

Don’t hold grudges but again don’t give them that place where they can affect your mental peace. Your friend might be the best person to be with but not for sure clearly. So I would suggest you should leave this thought right here.

Focus on your well being, your loved ones must be worried sick for you right now. Grab and build yourself up again.

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Anonymous

You’re right. While I’m suffering here at the cost of my health for someone who is too busy to even keep something precious safely. I’ve worried myself more than anyone else. It’s abt time i leave it. I have no idea how to let go of something this deep within buy I’m not gonna pay any heed to what comes abt of this friendship now. I tried, not once but thrice. And that’s what matters. I tried.

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Stranger @shadowinthedark

Yes and what matters the most is you and your mental peace. If you won’t be yourself you won’t be able to be happy with the ones who are still by your side or will meet you in the future.

They must know the real you not the changed you. So my friend love yourself!

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