TW : Mention of Suicide
My Partner passed away few years ago and each day I think of that day, unable to move on from this gruesome feeling of " i am inching closer to maybe do the same to myself ". The guilt of not being there stays and the grief lives through me.
I cant move on no matter what I think or the fake happiness I try plastering on my face.
Moving on without him is a scam.
Doing the same to you is not a solution to anything… i know it is hard bt You just need to move on
and start loving urself