Today I was a victim of domestic abuse. My husband pushed me during an argument and I fell n hurt my ankle. I feel helpless n feel like my life has ended.

Hey! I'm so sorry to hear that. 
If you feel abused maybe you should try to raise your voice against him and if you cannot do it alone, share with loved ones, friends or family and gather the help/support you need. 
But I want you to know that your life is valued and is bigger than this. No person can "end" your life. Stand up for what is right. 

Domestic Abuse

Men in love are the most innocent creatures....

3am Thoughts

Not able to sleep 
Because from last two months I have spent so sooo much of money
And it's not like I'm earning and then spending
I have spent my savings my pocket money
More than 10K i have spent for what just in fun and enjoyment
I was never like this but I don't why now
If my father comes to know about this he will be literally heartbroken and he will not give me money anymore
Even I feel bad my dad do so much of Hard work and I spent on nonsense stuff

Money Problems

She is my whole galaxy but I was her shooting star ✨🙂

Lonely

How to stay away from social media...
No no 
I want to ask how to stay away from reels and shorts.....

Confusion

So, I've been dealing with a lot of things since I was little and I kinda wanna share this with y'all. Since I was little (probably 5-6 yo idk exactly) I started having some small sudden movements (tics), they were pretty mild and barely noticeable in my opinion, but my mom kept telling me to hide it or to stop it and she was getting angry whenever I couldn't control it. This made me feel really insecure about it and through out the years I kept hiding it as much as I could but they eventually got worse, but gladly they are not severe, but unfortunately not very unnoticeable.
But tics aren't the only thing she told me to hide. At the age of idk probably 8 or 10 (I can't remember exactly) I started having 2 voices/people in my head, they constantly fighting with each other or judging me or others, they weren't bad all the time, they helped me in most of the situations. I've always felt like they are part of me, part of my personality, but in the same time I wasn't the one controlling them. I named them after they're personalities, one is Dark (cause she is really mean and quite psychotic) and the other one is Light (cause she's very kind and warm and very motherly). When I told my mom about them she started saying that is all in my head and that I should start praying more. She told me to shut up and hide all my problems, so that's exactly what I did, I kept everything a secret from everyone including her and myself, I stayed quiet even when my dad tried to rape me for several days, but I eventually told her after almost a year later (the psychologist was an idiot obviously). 
In quarantine my mental health got worse, my tics started to get worse, my anxiety became worse, my depression got worse as well and from 2 voices in my head I evolved to 3. With me there are 4 (they named me brown cause they all have color names). The new one is Grey and she is quite depressing, she's quiet and weird, she's sadistic, always hurting herself. 
Because of my mental health dropping soo drastically and quickly I attempted suicide soo many times, but I'm still alive obviously otherwise I wouldn't write this. 

Trust me , when you try to fix people, there are always consequences 🍀

Life

Samjhe zamana ki..... dil hai khilona...
Jaana hai ab.... kya hai dil ka lagaana... 
Nazron se ab... Na hum ko giraana... 
Mar bhi gaye... Toh bhul na jaana....🎼🎤🎸


One Sided Love

It is so difficult to put it in words. 
This feeling is strange. Drifting apart from friends and family. You do care for them but a sudden feeling dettachment a helplessness. 
Career cuvre, health, self care, self love all these things are too many to work on at the same time. 
People around you are working on their health, traveling, exploring, working as a lead, and you feel lost. Just lost. Not happy not sad and a very syrange feeling (:



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