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@rose1278

Today, I feel like I’m slowly losing myself every day…I smile to make overs happy but it’s like when I need someone I have no one to talk to,it’s like people only need me when they need someone but when I need someone there’s no one I can turn to I feel alone like I have no one my life is slowly starting to crumble around me 😭

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paisleygirl
@paisleygirl

I feel the same way. I give and listen without judgment but no one can do the same foe me. Im willing to listen to whatever you would like to say.

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@rose1278

I would love to talk to u more 💕

paisleygirl
@paisleygirl

Hi @rose1278
How ya doing today? If you’re like me at all there a good, strong, positive moments and then there are the hopeless, sad and lonely moments. The crappy thing is that i never know what might change my feelings. It could be a small insignificant thing or a flash of the good moments. I try to think of all the bad moments so that i just feel angry and not sad or lonely. When im feeling my worst i want to pick up my phone and talk to someone that knows me and my story and will just listen and tell me everything will be ok. But i dont have anyone like that. I dont understand how someone can listen to your pour your heart out, telling them all the deepest darkest things in your heart and mind and soul, and all they can do is pass judgment and tell you how you did everything wrong or worse, they shrug it off then turn around and gossip to everyone how fucked up you are. Its been like that for me my whole life so trust is an issue for me and so is sharing my feelings, i dont want to be vulnerable. So i act like this tough girl that doesn’t need anyone. But its not true, i can do things myself but sometimes i want to stop controlling my emotions and be free while someone takes care of me and protects me. Makes me feel safe and secure but right now i need to control things because I’m the only person that i trust. I’m just scared, are you relating to any of that? Or do you feel differently? Its nice to know that im not the only one that feels even a little like i do. So give it to me, tell me whatever you like. This kinda thing helps, talking and listening.💛

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understand people,there are people of every kind.

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@tryingtobeanonymous

I feel the same way too! I don’t know if this will help, but just know that you’re not alone. There are other people who understand you and care for you. You can make it through this!