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Mental Health

You are just another sad memory!


3am Thoughts

This time it is different
Way different and difficult
It is tough but stupid
Why is it when you let go of someone even if they try hard very hard to not let you go that time it's your brain telling you to do so, because your heart would never let go anyone who truly values you. 
It's been an year now and everything is different I still don't want to be with you because i know i won't stay long and again leave you and you will shatter into pieces again
It was difficult for you but that's what made me stronger back then. If you tell me again to be with you I already know my answer I know I can't hold this, I know I won't give time to you,I know I will not be with you through your tough times and most importantly I know I won't be able to love you as much as you would. You deserve someone better and who respects you and will be with you forever and after and would love you so much that no one can imagine. 

Relationships

Me: I'm actually feeling pretty good today.
My brain 5 seconds later
GUESS WHO IS LONELY AND PATHETIC.



Lonely

So... Mere cousins mujhe saath me ghumne jaane ke liye puch rhe hai.. 10 hrs lagega.. ek waterfall jaane ka plan hai.. but cousins ke alawa or v koi koi log jaane wale hai ( pov : unhe v me jaanti hun )... All r friendly and most of them talk to me too... 
But the thing is I don't easily get socialize with people.. and I want someone to stay by my side all the time.. It feels bad when I'm crowded by people but still feel lonely.. and 10 hrs is so much.. 

I've told them that I'll let them know abt my decision after consulting with my parents.. 

Now what .. should I go or not....???
I kinda not feel like going... What reason can I give them 🤷

Family

Why am I confused about my career? Why me? Why can’t I figure out what the i wanna do with my life?

When i was in school, i was so sure that i wanna study history, and it was because of the love i had for the subject. I used to enjoy studying history a lot. I used to watch so many historical shows and books. 11th and 12th standard was amazing. I knew i wanna scored 95+ in my  boards and get into a good college. I was so dedicated towards this goal.

I did succeed. I was able to score 96 percentage and get into a good college. College was also lots of fun, studying the subject i love in so much depth and detail was like being lost in a world of your imagination. I wish this could last, but it didn’t.  Last year of college was filled with so much anxiety and uncertainty because i had to decide what i wanna do after my college is over? There were some of my friends who were so sure about what they want to do and then there was me, and i was always like why i am so confused about my career?

I still love studying history but do i wanna that as a career? Maybe not. Maybe i just wanna keep it as something that I’m passionate about and do for pleasure.

For the first time in a long time, I don’t know where i wanna go from here! And this shit is scary. I have never been so uncertain about anything in my life. God!!! What am i  confused about my career?

Career

I’ve dealt this societal pressure for 5 years, almost 6 now. All because of one change, no one accepted me after it happened and still barely anyone does. 
I would tell the story, but I find it extremely difficult to word it all. So much happened, so many changes to my life that I think wording it will take a while. So I’ll probably update in another story so this doesn’t go on forever. 

Other

Good morning everyone let's have a cup of tea togather 

Body Positivity

Villan comes with philosophy of changing the world while hero comes to stop the villain. So who's the real hero. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts