This world is so scary 
And more scarier is to fall in love 
How can someone you loved gou like crazy can unlove you suddenly and not care about you at all

devid kok

There are a lot of factors that cant be known untill and unless both sides communicate without hiding anything 

Try to get in touch with better person than


Breakup

Hello.So i have been searching for a site like this because i don't have anybody else to tell this to.It's not a mental problem or depression it's just that i am confused and i would like if somebody reading this could help me a little.So here is my story:Im 15 years old and 4 months ago in my town one man started a Football (Soccer) club and i went and joined it,so first few trainings were normal and nothing strange.There was a kid in our club and this is where i get confused i normally like girls and i still do and i never in my life saw some man or boy and think to myself "Wow he is beautiful!" but this kid was different he is 3 years younger than me and i knew him from before,i mean i saw him few times and i knew who he was,but this time i just feel weird around him it got even worse that i started dreaming of him.Like i said i still like Girls and when i see some other kid or man i would feel neutral and i wold never tought about being in a realationship with them but this kid form our club is diffrent i dream about him and even tho im not gay somehow i dream and wouldn't mind if i were in a realationship with him?Im just so confused about that and i know that i never could tell him about this because if he wouldn't accept it whole town would hear about it and in my country that would be fatal for me in terms of respect and everything.So i hope someone read this whole post and please if you have any advice or comment for this just say it i would really appriciate it.

Confusion

Hearing my mother talk about how her relationship with her mom is one of builled up hate and frustration from the way she treated her but still with respect is so fucking HARD to listen to because she can't fucking reflect on her own behavior when she was raising me and the way she still takes her hidden frustration randomly out on me. Can you call some one hypocrite when they can't reflect on there own behavior? 

Narcissism

TLDR- The guy i sort of like is a huge green flag. We got cosy together but I found his thing down there is not a usual size when I touched it. I still like him but I feel weird. I didn't expect this. 

I have liked this guy from the time i met him. He's been very sweet, we've vibed a lot as friends. I knew he was always inclined towards me, however I was in a complicated scene with another guy. So i cleared it out to him and he backed off few steps and we still remained friends and vibed the same way. Finally after few months, I'm single now. I saw him and we both got cosy together, things were heated up. I really like him. He is super respectful, has helped me through a lot of difficult times in the last few months. I respect him and admire him and his personality. But his thing was very tiny when i touched it. I always thought that this happens in movies and stories only. I have seen a few guys before this but never came across any unusual size of the organ. I still like him. But i just feel weird. I kept making out with him. I liked it too. He turned me on. We didn't do it coz maybe it was too soon. Like a guy would not be a gentleman if he confronts a girl about her small boobs, I don't think it makes sense to mention this to him as well. But I'm not sure what to do. I'm worried i might not say it to him in the future sometimes and hurt him or make it his insecurity. Since I'm a very frank person in real life. 

Relationships

my friends in university don't help each other and me with mid terms when it's literally online and we can just text. Isn't this what university friends are for anyways? we don't genuinely like each other I can tell that clearly but when it's time to make use of it they're gone and I know they don't help each other too because they say they make mistakes the other didn't. Am I supposed to initiate this by directly saying let's text each other the answer or something?? Or does anyone have any suggestions? 


and no don't tell me to "dO iT yOuRseLf" or study that's clearly not what I'm here for. 

College

Having a person who challenges you and who appreciates your thoughts and opinions while loving you is a blessing. 

Friendship is most beautiful relation were there is no blood bond there is bonding only between hearts

Friends

I just want to rant so bad yaaarrr. Pent up frustation is there and it feels like there's no one with whom I can share things. Never thought I would say this but I need a listener 🥺

Conflict

hey,
so i realized that my 4 year relationship is gonna go down the drain...
because he is going to join navy and m hell insecure of him cheating on me .he never discussed this or thought about joining navy. Its just he got opportunity and he did because he want government job.
i am a person who want nothing more than love,care,attentiion.but these all things will be missing from now on . he was always the first person i used to share my happiness and sadness and deepest thoughts. Now he will not be there for me .in starting u know it feels empty when u r dependent on someone.
I am hell insecure about he cheating on me when he will be on ship with some corrdinate or new girl from new city.
what if he is feeling down and some girl become close to him.
i wanted a normal life with him.we were already in long distance because of corona.these thing will make it worsen.

the issue is i will not be able to reach to him in time of need .he wont be able to calm my emotions or be there to calm me down.
as all of this is started.day by day my fears are increasing like what if he dont call me ?what if he cheat behind my back and what if he had affair with coordinate?

what if he never tells mme about all this?what if he change ?

u know in navy they dnt allow to use phone .i know we ll get distant and i m kinda person who just call him 4-5 times daily or msg him. what if this distance bring the 3rd person in between.
I am so scared about what if he stop contacting me suddenly.
i believe the relationship was as perfect as i could ask for but now i feel it is going down the drain .
i feel someone will seduce him or he will get drunk and cheat or someone would become emotionally close and have affair.
i being here wanted to try my best to stay loyal to him but what if i am loyal here and there he cheated on me i would be broken .


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