These retrogrades are doing me so dirty. The mind fog and fatigue is real.

Mental Health

*holding grudges isn't good for you* well neither is letting them hurt me again and feel as stupid as humanly possible 

3am Thoughts

I'm feeling so sad and depressed, My thoughts are racing .. I'm being anxious, Anyone can help me plz 😭😢

Anxiety

I have a confession about today and I just can't sleep coz of the guilt, even when I was exhausted.


So, today my colleague requested me to drop me to my place which is little far from from where he lives, I denied but he kept insisting so I said ok as we were late and maybe I would not have got the transport soon. But now I am feeling guilty of taking the drop.
We are friends  have hang out outside as well with our teammates. But now  I feel  I have done wrong. 

Work

Meredith

Depression

Hey, idk if this would be heard among so many others but I think it's a good medium to just write what you feel and hope that your heard. I have been feeling very low, constantly worrying if the people around me genuinely care about me or are just tolerating. A slight change in the tone and my mind is is a frenzy making up scenarios of when they'll just realize I'm too much to handle and walk away from me. 

If you are looking for 25+ male to connect then please drop ur id 
We will be having very meaningful conversation 

Friends

Stressing out.. have to appear for an important exam tomorrow. 

Exam

Today was really special as i experienced many first time today, first time watching sunset and first time to drink alcohol outside. When i got home, as they send pictures on our gc i realized that nobody on my friends offer me if they can take picture for me that's why i don't have much pics from today  and i feel sad thinking how they ask my other friends to pose for a pic and left me behind. Now, i'm starting to think that i don't get the same energy that i gave to them, i know it's just a picture but i feel sad realizing these things, i don't want to invalidate my self anymore and decided to think about this topic alone and i cried while remembering how out of place i was earlier. 


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