there is this guy he is my cousin i just  came to living in this house with my family last year cause our family is joined family, everyone lives together and i know he like me but i dont have any feelings toward him a few days ago i came back home from school cause it was holiday and their room is near the main door so he was the one who opened the door for  me , he looked like he just woke up from sleep and i felt sorry for that so when i was climbing the stairs , halfway i said sorry and he smiled and after many hours , suddenly he keeps getting in my mind and i dont like it . whenever he is around i feel weird like i am suffocating and cant  breath properly and my heart ache and stomach also feels heavy . i just dont like this feeling . it was rumoured that their mother does black magic i dont believe it but i am scared now . my inner self  say i am falling for him but i dont like that thought and in dont want that . what should i do ? please  help me .  i am scared and i want him out of my mind
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thank you for your advice but i dont think so i started to like him or something cause i have disgust feeling towards him and i always had the non caring attitude but i guess i will try to distract myself .THANK YOU
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yah the same happens but i swear i dont like him at all like i literally wrote  so many times that i hate him😂 i want him out of may brain😕

Mental Health

Surprising someone with a puppy is the best🐶🤍

Love

Do not need to be afraid from me 😁, so lets chat

3am Thoughts

How does it feels to be a complete monster inside but end up being kind outside. Not by force, but you know you will hate yourself if you hurt anybody. 
Now, you still hate yourself for not being yourself, that leads people to take advantage of yourself. 


तुम्हारा रूठना फिर मुझे मनाना
फिर थोड़ा मुझे समझाना फिर खुद ही रूठ जाना
फिर धीरे से कहना कुछ कहना था तुमसे
फिर भूल गया कह कर तेरा सो जाना
तेरे इस प्यार पर मर मिटे हैं हम
पर आजकल कुछ अकेले से लग रहे हैं हम

कभी बढ़ी बढ़ी बातों को भी हस कर टाल देना
कभी छोटी छोटी बातों पर बच्चों की तरह रूठ जाना
कभी इतना प्यार दिखाना की भूल जाये सब कुछ
फिर कभी अपने काम में मुझे ही भूल जाना
तेरे इस प्यार पर मर मिटे हैं हम
पर आजकल कुछ अकेले से लग रहे हैं हम

कुछ कमियां हैं मुझमे कुछ अच्छाई है तुझमे
पर फिर भी मुकम्मल है इस रिश्ते में
कभी हंसते हैं कभी रोते हैं
सभी रास्ते हमारे साथ होते हैं
तेरे इस प्यार पर मर मिटे हैं हम
पर आजकल कुछ अकेले से लग रहे हैं हम


©️ @joker279

I was really happy when I was on my own. My dad's outta town, my sister was on a trek with her boyfriend, my mum was out with her friends. She came ho.e today and my mood went off the rails pretty quickly. I am so annoyed to see her. I have been really trying to find a college out of state so that I can be away from my family. My sister nudges me to take up smoking and drinking and is so bothered if I have a boyfriend. They say I'll never make it without them and how incapable I would be if I lived without them. I made it so clear so many times to my sister to not have s€x with her bf when I am home in another room and she is in another room. All the bad things I am, is because of my family. I was really happy and at peace on my own, but they will leave you no choice but bring you down

I am feeling positive and ready to share positivity


Anxiety

Harrowed and irritated 


I don’t understand why I got married!! Am so fried!!! My husband behaves like he knows everything 

He doesn’t pay for my son for anything 

Arghhhh

Is ignoring people for no reason at all on the mame of self love and one's own mood swings okay?

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