There is someone who is mocking me constantly for having fun, for going out and meeting my friends despite of that fact that he is having fun and there is no one to ruin it bit he always ruined mine. Its okay for him to have fun and to go out but not for me. He just invalidates how hurt i am and how i am trying to live a normal life. Its mentally exhausting and complete mental torture. Result of which now i am scared to even think about feeling good because if somehow he knows, he will ruin it and then tortures me which is terrifying. Besides he is living his life but made my life hell.
I know it might sound a bit kiddish, but you can make his life a living hell too. And I also know that no good comes from putting out more negativity into the world because it already has enough, but sometimes (just sometimes), people need to be shown their places. They need to made felt in the same way they are making others feel shitty about the things they are doing. Just my take on it.
Well i really appreciate it but i tried to tell him by being angry but that backfired and then he tortured more for having anger. I just want it to all go away, its getting heavy.
