There is a different kind of happiness and satisfaction when you go around alone eating things you like... !!!
Do y'all feel the same???

Kabita 💫

Yeah even I too love that and it kind of boosts my mood or I feel like a happy little child 

No , but I want to go someday or the other .. what abt u ???

Its fine!! Not everyone can feel the same thing..

Growing Up

Feeling alone 
I need  friends 

3am Thoughts

Anyone here?

Friends

I can never satisfy my mother
I can never make her happy 

Failure

I am 21 and i feel like I am sore loser who can't do anything on his own and and I want to develop my personality where I don't have to be depend on anyone. Any suggestions ?

I don't wanna miss her, i really don't

Emotional Abuse

I was in an fwb with my best friend. It was casual for him but I started having feelings. I understood it was one sided so I took a year to move on( which was dreadful btw). I met someone new, started dating him, but after 6 months I realised that my feelings for my boyfriend started fading away so I broke up. Now my best friend ( the fwb one, who was after my life to break up) wants us to get physical again. I mean I like him. I am attracted to him but I also know that this would fuck up my brain again. I want to meet him but all he wants is physical. He’s been super good and supportive of me since the past 4 years. Now I believe getting physical was the worst mistake I made. Any thoughts? 

Relationships

Darling, please have a badass attitude...only it can save you from people around you!

Thanks, everyone for reading my previous post. I'm sorry I can't write the whole thing, I was not able to do it at that time, but for now, I am quite stable for writing.  I thought that I have to write everything because I need to tell someone and this is where at least I can throw out everything which is running in my mind.  I have no friends, my family members are backdated thinkers they won't listen to about all this. Although I can't tell them everything because I know the consequences after that.  So this is the way where I can share my thoughts anonymously. 
So I started from the very beginning. 
It was 18th February 2020 when we met first at a festival. I don't know him personally before that he was a colleague of one of my friends, we both were invited there. After we met he started to talk with me, I also casually talked with him. At that time I was not aware he gained some feelings for me in our first meeting. After the party is over I came back home.
3 days later in the evening, I received a phone call from an unknown number. I received the phone call and hear he was on the call, I was surprised because I didn't give him my number. I asked him how do you know about my phone number... He took the number from that friend and he called me to talk with me because we are in the same class and he needs some notes for the upcoming examinations. I didn't think anything and added him to my WhatsApp. 
He started flirting with me and within a week he proposed to me. At first, I rejected him but after a few days I accepted his proposal and we started our relationship.
After 1 week of our relationship, we had our first fight he didn't call me for a whole day he didn't call me, and I freaked out for the first time. 
I have some anger issues so,
I busted upon him when he called after a day... then we fought again. After 2 or 3 days it cools. We started talking again normally.
Because of the global pandemic, we don't meet each other from the start of our relationship. But it was not a big problem... The major problems are upcoming after that...
Some day later I heard from someone, that I torture him mentally... I didn't support him... And every time I fought with him. 
I asked that person how did she know about that.. she told me my boyfriend's female best friend told her those things about me...
Here is to mention that his female best friend is that person.. in whose home we met first...
I felt very bad ... How did he tell me about me like that... Why he is lying.. it was just 3 weeks of our relationship. And they did this with me.


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