The last few months have been like a rollercoaster ride, this whole year actually, it still isn't stable now. Making connections is difficult because nobody stays with you. Lately, I haven't been feeling great about myself because once I get close to someone, they leave. They always leave eventually.


Lonely

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1. https://nowandme.com/youre-imperfect-you-suck-at-telling-people-how-kHoCFZjLpEUKqg8 
2. https://nowandme.com/well-i-really-just-need-a-proper-mom-O1YwK-y4p313eDE 
3. https://nowandme.com/yes-its-hard-to-say-i-love-you-CJFqm57V_VaZC06 
4. https://nowandme.com/so-my-parents-got-divorced-when-i-was-Ag-w7GqMLBfxt00  
5. https://nowandme.com/its-hard-to-live-here-i-fear-being-PDZ1ji2cwYOZXjJ 



Supportive

I am feeling very irritated at every single thing. Ugh

Mental Health

i feel. hopeless. stuck. stressed. i wanna cry 24/7. idk i feel empty lol like sometimes i want to do sh but i know it isnt worth it but i still want to. idk

Depression

You need to open up yourself in order to get me more 🤍👅

3am Thoughts

Have you been aware that you are not intelligent compared to others so you have no choice but to work hard to keep up with them? Imagine them finishing the task quickly because it was easy for them while you on the other hand have to cry and feel frustrated over reading the same text for you to understand and doesn't have the time to do leisure activities. 

School

I joined med school 2 weeks back. There is no way to know what kind of people are here. Teachers are really strict. Like really. They give you no benefit of the doubt when you get late - be it a family emergency, or if someone is d¥ing. They make you stand out of the class and don't even listen to your apologies. I hate being in a flight or fight. I have so much studying to do everyday. I feel like all is slipping away. Today when I woke up, I had a small mental breakdown when I couldn't find my earphones. I am on way to pick another person who goes to med school with Me but she is a doctor and she always makes Me late. I have to run or power walk each day in order to get to my class. I was living a very chill life since the topast three months. I was in recovery from all the damage my competitive exam made me do. I fell for someone I really liked him. We didn't get together. It was really hard for Me to let go of him. It still is. Just the realisation that I will never be able to see him again and that even if I did, we can never be together. So all in all, it's been really tough. I don't know how am I going to make it through med school 

Ughh girls are so annoying 

I've always wanted a friend from another country with whom I can discuss food, language, culture and history of the two countries. And also real life problems and all, basically everything two real friends do. 
So if anyone is interested can we be friends please? Maybe outside here as well. Never had any "real friends" so really looking forward to it. 


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