The constant need to learn something. It won't go away. Not that I complain, I like it. It's my driving force. It just drains me sometimes.

3am Thoughts

Share you best memories from your school days.

Feeling like played by a girl 🥹💔

Cheating

It sucks right,, how people move on with someone else even after so many years with you ,,, you watch them slowly unloving you and grow liking in someone else. They literally don't care while the other one is still stuck in past

Frustration

So this person who said to be 20 days back she likes me today when i confessed her she is like i want to leave alone now. I dont want to be with anyone. I mean I dont get this. Why do this people behave this way. I mean if u wanted to stay alone why did u confessed me . I am hurt now and what should i do now.

Hii , any one ?🏍️🏍️🏍️chat with mujse

Books

I am so lost. Idk how am I. What's happening to me. Though I going through this depression phase since long. But this weekend is very uncomfortable. Had a call from parents and they were talking and telling me about a guy they found for me. I was just hmming. But I started crying. I broke down. But couldn't tell them nor could cut the call. So They were talking and I was crying, it was so heavy for me. They don't know how am I. What I am going through. I have already told them I don't want to marry. It's just another burden they put on me. And Yet I can't do anything. My life has already fallen apart. Every aspect of my life is ruined. Yet they are preparing for my marriage. 
Other than that the work I am given now is stressful and it's not happening even when I am trying on weekend too. Somehow I got up and tried to cook today after many days. And Things got messed there too. Everything is slipping from hand, the things, my life is nothing. I was okay alone. But to be normal, have to do things, being social, smiling, doing things. I just want to lay down now. But can't show this. Sadness to anyone, and being a burden 

Life

Dear @nowandme, 
I hope you are in good health. 

I am an old user. 
You banned my account few months back, that was shocking but I trust your procedure. I was banned - but I never knew the reason. 

I was banned suddenly. There were few people struggling in their life, and I was their with them and suddenly BOOM! I'm not. I can't imagine how tough it could be on them, not because I was banned but because they are not able to contact someone with whom they have shared their story. 
I also wrote about it to you through the feedback channel, but I never heard back from you, and I'm afraid you never read them. 

But talking about different perspective.. 
I was enjoying my time here with few people, I felt genuine connections with some people and everything was fine.. And then suddenly BOOM! I'm not. I wish you never find yourself in such situation where the people you enjoy spending time with, suddenly left. I can understand how tough it could be on them, because it was tough on me. 

And you know what?  They even wrote posts about me.. And I am feeling soo emotional reading them now.. Remembering the good times we had. 
They even tagged me, in hope that someday I'll be here again, and will read.. And I am here now, but (deep sighs) unfortunately they are gone now.. You can't get back moments and people in your life, and it's hurtful that I never get a chance to say goodbye... 

Anyway, no one can do anything now. It's life and  sh_t happens. 
I want you to do small modifications in your banning process, or atleast let the other person know that they are going to be banned in a day or so, so that atleast they can wrap up their small beautiful world. 

Just imagine, I was happy there in my small beautiful world, with very few people, helping out some, relying on someone, and then in the next minute someone destroys it (without a notice). I know I might be wrong somewhere, and that's why you blocked me, I trust your process.. But still it's tough to digest.

Thanks though, atleast that taught me that one day my life will end in the same way. Suddenly everything will stop for me. Life is short. Value the connections. You never know what life has in for you. 

Love ❤


"I guess when you’re young, you just believe there’ll be many people with whom you’ll connect with. Later in life, you realize it only happens a few times."
~ Before Sunset. 




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