that feeling when you understand how much time you wasted on a person un necessarily when all you need to do was just be a friend and listen.. 

So true your heart never listens to what your brain says 

may be because we all seek more or less the same thing in life.. 

"Unless there is clarity and you can see the future , dont get too close or attached to a person.. When that person leaves they will leave a scar.. the pain and the after effects of that scar will be unimaginable.. " says the brain

and when you are with the person, the brain never works.. 
its all a heart-game ♥️

Breakup

Fucked up 

Need someone to talk to..  

Anxiety

You can get anything you want/need, you can achieve your dreams and goals, you can be whatever you want, you can do everything you wish to, but there is only one damn thing in this life that no one has got a control over it... LOVE. You can't force anyone or that someone special to reciprocate the same feelings for you. 

3am Thoughts

I am a married indian  women blessed with boy baby and he is age 6 now but residing alone in france for job. 

Here one of best colleague is John he is an American divorced he is  a good friend too .once in past he proposed me to be his girlfriend i explained as i can't according to our culture as am married he understands and respect my decision he is a gentleman. 


Today is his 29th birthday i asked what gift he wants he like to try indian food cooked by me so i agreed and invited him to my house for dinner tonight. 


My friends are teasing it is date with another name but i can't understand how they compare dinner to date . I think nothing wrong in inviting him for dinner. 

As you think any wrong in this?

Crush

its really difficult to accept the fact that life is really stressful. Its making youngsters engage in habits such as alcohol/ drugs/ smoking/ hookah/ and what not. I feel life was much easier in the early 90's and before that. I just wish nobody gets involved in all this it spoils everything.



Depression

I really hope i get this job. Hopeful hopeful.  

Edit: i got the job!🙊


Hope


I hate myself too much ... I try so hard on being better but I always fail.. it feels like I repeat the same mistakes.. my self esteem is low I know it.. i wanna hurt myself for being too stupid .. I hate me.. I'm a bad person and no matter how many times I try to change that i keep failing.. failure that's all I am.. a failure 

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