Trigger Warning suicidal ideation
When I get overwhelmed or upset about something I feel like I just want to die. When I’m doing nothing and/or am feeling hopeless I just want to die. I have never attempted suicide and don’t plan on it, but these feelings and life itself is starting to feel somewhat unbearable. I just want to feel happy. I want to feel like I have purpose. I don’t want to feel lost. I want to have good mental health. I am trying…but life can be so hard and feel so pointless sometimes.
You’re not alone, and certainly not the only one. Even when one seemingly has a purpose, at times everything just seems so pointless and futile. And I don’t mean to trivialise people who’ve actually tried to harm or kill themselves. It’s just different, I get what you’re saying, I wish I could turn off the switch and just be dead. I just don’t want to be doing what I’m doing. It gets so tiring sometimes, emotionally, when you’re just not good enough despite all that you do. I know this isn’t the answer. But this feeling is real, and it happens, and I come out of it too, but some days, you just cannot shake it off. Hope you’re doing okay, that you’re well-rested and well-fed and healthy. Maybe you don’t need to hear it but I’ll say it anyway, someday all of this will be worth it, so don’t give up.
True, life can be so hard and feels to be pointless sometimes , but it doesn’t mean that we feel lost in life.
We should have some goals to achieve which makes life worth and more interesting.
Stay positive and motivated. All the best.