Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

STATION

How do you expect me to write to you
when you told me to stop?
How do you expect me to wait for you
when you bid me goodbye?
I wanted to be everything you could ask for
but my efforts were invane-
Because I never really knew, who you are.

We spent long evenings together
I was just your escape
You made the first move
I just tagged along
You said “Stop”
I never turned back.

I don’t know why I remember you,
I never waited for you
never looked at our pictures together
never even cared to delete them.
I did want to be everything you could ask for
but I donot I miss you.

You didnot break my heart
You didnot crush my soul
We were more than friends
But I never romanticised you
I loved our time together,
but I donot want it back.
I agree, I loved seeing your face, hearing you speak,
I donot regret any of it,
Right now-
I donot want it back.

I haven’t seen you for years
I haven’t thought of you for months
I didn’t forget anything
but I donot feel nostalgic
I don’t have any feelings for you, now
I wish we never meet again.

Yet when I sit to write
You are all I can think of
Not because you left me
Not that I was ever upset for it
but because-
You are the best city I ever visited
You are the best weekend I ever spent.

I did want to stay with you forever.

I will not turn back.
I donot miss you.
I donot regret it.
I donot want you back.

You will always be the best station, I waited for my train, in.

B.

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