Sometimes I deleted the whole paragraph and write , "hmm, okay, etc" because my mind says "leave it  They never gonna understand "

Abhi

3am Thoughts

I'm having a meeting with a teacher and my toxic ex friend group to sort things out, I know the teacher will ask if we still all want to be friends and they'll say yes and I'll say no because I'm sick of them using me for my money because they know my family has alot of wealth and they constantly use me as an excuse for drama, can't wait to finally drop them.

Conflict

I'm reallllyyyyy missing REAL school...

School

Anxiety

Each day in every way my life is more and more happier and fulfilling as I choose to nourish my mind with positive thoughts and beliefs. Life is a joy as I choose Joy over anything else.

Affirmations

I am loved. Love lives. Love bears the brunt of life. 

Love

Somethings happening sometimes....

Eyes wanna close,
Mind wanna overthink,
Heart cannot accept
I cannot digest........

God please do miracle in my life to get succeed which I deserve the most ,i am done with learning lessons now pls give those to someone else and remove me from your list... crying 

Life

I’m just shutting down one by one ,day by day
All that’s happening is something I trying to avoid which makes me to do the extreme I can think for
But all I do is just shut myself down for few seconds 
I don’t know till when this will help me 
Whatever im not able to show is just expressing itself out in a form of disease
How long will all of these last, what will happen when everything bursts out suddenly 
What will I do then 
How will I react to all of those things then 
I’m trying to be done with all this but nothing ever stops when you wish for it to end!!
That how life is with me | 

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