Sometime i feel like something wrong with me like i am defected or idk i don't feel panic in situation which i should be panicking it's like feel nothing at times like this and people around be like u are way too careless u don't care about anything ur life is perfect. Perfect. What is perfect about of me is it that there were days when i feel like drowning or that there were nights where i just cry hate myself so much to choke,cut even burn myself to just feel better thinking physical pain can help me not to think about emotional pain, those long showers with blasting music were not just me vibing bt rather controlling my scream or maybe it is the random pain i feel in my chest when there so many people around and it scares me so much like everyone is looking, laughing at me. So this is me perfectly happy.

Mental Health

I just wish my each day is productive.

Career

I'm scared of everyone, even my own family. I'm dealing with it all by myself. I can't take it anymore. 

Family

Hey! first time here. whatsup everybody.

Teenagers

I'm finally starting my 14 day challenge.
I have 5 imp tasks to get done each day. I'll see how it goes.....

School

🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

Anxiety

Neeed someone to talk feeling alone

Boyfriend

*This is life, and it is what it is. Shit is gonna happen. It's gonna get complicated. We're gonna relapse. We're gonna need time-outs. We're gonna be weak. We're gonna be strong. We're gonna lose our shit and yell at people to get out of our lives. We're gonna break down and beg some people to stay in our lives. Some days we're gonna feel everything all at once. Other days, we're gonna feel nothing at all. We're gonna be in some bad spaces, we're gonna be in some amazing ones. We're gonna get on our knees crying and hurting and begging for help. We're gonna get on our knees and pray just to say thank you. We're gonna have moments when we know exactly what we want, and we're sure. We're gonna have moments when we legit have no clue what we want, and we're confused.*

**This is real life and not a movie, and I think sometimes, we forget that.** 😉

Mindfulness

Deep down in my heart I keep telling myself is she the one? whenever I portray her in my mind it automatically recalls whatever things she have done in her past days that gives some kind of ache in my heart. But for her I'm a pathetic person that keep talking about past. I no longer doing this as I realized how much it's hurting her but whenever we argue for the things she did, her behaviour keep pointing back to things she have done in her past. Idk I'm in love with her or I'm too attached to her that I'm scared to be alone in this world. 

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