So today I won the argument with my mother and I am still hungry...... 🙁

U shud feel privilege u have mother...ask those who r still surviving without her 

Haha.... You're funny.... Let's connect 👼

Anger Issues

Sooooo…. Recovery is shit difficult and I don’t want to do it anymore. Is it really that bad?
I’ve been bulimic for the past 9months now and I keep relapsing. I miss getting to eat as much as I want and having no effect on my body. Eating has started to become a curse. Having snacks is so difficult. I don’t want to recover, not eating has a different effect on me, I can manage it and I just don’t feel like what I’m doing was wrong even though I know it is

Bulimia Nervosa

🎶 AM i too young for this? 🎶
Young person who cant eat what she like cause of bad health/gastric stuffs

Life

ive been struggling with eating lately, restrictive eating i dont think its a real problem.  i eat everyday without fail just very restrictive 500-800 cals.  one of my friends came to me today telling me how they havent eaten in days.  i havent told a single person about my restricting and if i did tell someone it would be her.  i feel invalid.  like wth my friends starving herself yet i think im the one with the problem?? i feel like i need to restrict more.  i dont have any kind of problem im just being dramatic and i hate myself for it 

Eating Disorder

My psychologist says she suspects I have a binge eatinf disorder or something on the point of compulsive eating

Idk how to feel about this

She told my dad (I sorta agreed) but I feel so uncomfortable.

I keep second thinking that I'm not doing that bad but I literally eat until I physically feel unwell

Idk what to feel or do 

Okay this is going to sound so stupid but i had never had Bel sherbet until this month and its sooo good..? Like where were you all my life. It is soo cooling like wtf. I could eat healthy if i wanted to and this is the stuff i miss out on.

Happy

I hate food. I'm hungry but the thought of food or the smell disgusts me. just imagining the food on my plate in my mouth is disgusting me. lately I don't even eat snacks I used to like, finishing my meals are getting harder. I don't even wanna drink coffe or energy drinks. the only okay thing is water and cereal in the mornings. I haven't been having lunch about few months and now dinner is getting too hard. I don't even cook. it's just all the food is disgusting to me. the thing is I'm hungry my hands could shake from it but any food I can think of is so disgusting that I'd rather be hungry. Today I had cereal at 2 pm and now at 11 pm I tried to have dinner, but only made it to half of my plate. today's eating is done bc it felt so bad in my mouth chewing it I had to take it out in a napkin. I just wanna live off on water. not even ice I used to eat is okay. just water and breakfast.

Other

Im feeling sooo hungry right now 
And also im craving for lasagna 😋

Healthy Food

I overate again...

For a whole week i have gone way over my limit (1600-1700 calories), now I've been constantly going over 2000 calories.

I have an eating disorder where I compulsively overeat, idk how long I had it before I got diagnosed but I've just lost control for a month now

I've been dieting since June to lose weight, I lost over 15 pounds. Before I even lost weight I had problems with eating and idk how I managed to make it work before now

I don't know how to stop this before I gain it all back... That's my worst nightmare, I'm doomed if I don't stop

Idk how

When I feel the urge to eat it feels like I'm almost angry, sick in the stomach, I can't stop feeling like I need to break something, punch something, squeeze something but it doesn't work if I even try idk squeezing something. GOD IT WON'T STOP

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