Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

so…! its been months i have visited here. Im so suffocated with myself. stuffed in with studies and other life bullsjits.
fun thing my best friend got into college thankgod he got or he needed to start working. He got bad grades in 12 and was not able to get into the one he wanted to sad isnt it? And im too anxious that if he forget me we have never met in real life though have plans we live 800miles far. But he assured me that he wont get that opportunity as he is introvert and cant socialize.😊 I started a new tuition a while ago. And its funny how people get attracted to me 😂. there are those guys who suddenly got my insta i have two insta acc one is for my art and other for my writings and my writings acc is all no face type and the other one is the one i give to everyone but these guys got my all no face acc and started talking to one guy is sweet and he doesnt text me much but sometimes he does the other one is one i already have crush on 😅 and we had an accident on cycle i was turning and he was straight but got into my cycle i was rude [nature] and after 2weeks he liked all my post on my writing acc and i didnt do much reaserch i just gave it on story i usually do when people like all my posts i make a story and post thankyou. he then reposted it and said his name i was like who the hell is he then saw his story and realized oh the one from tuition man wth is he texted i was like u from my tuition right? yes he said.
then end.
now he text good morning and today i talked to him so much man i cant explain he even talk to with those respect salutations[app apka apne etc]. its not me as he is one i know from real life like i will see him in tuitions and so today after talking to him so much we met at tuition i was and i had a hunch that he is crushing on me after talking and i kinda knew if im late and if he like me he will text me to come fast and ask me why im late. and he did.
i don’t know what feeling is this he is not my type just an eye candy.
shit man/