So guy's... 

It's finally 12am
We all are free from outer world. 
So its time to find yourself.. 
Have yuhh found happiness. Peace. Or looking for it yet?. 

Let's talk ❤❤

lucky kushwaha

3am Thoughts

I'd say the hardest part in one life is to not let their past ruin their presence, 

Someone that i can talk rn? any one?

Dreaming a little of you 
A little of me
Where a nightmare is the reality 

Why everything is best nowadays🤩

Happy

Kya aplog ek hi kamre me pura din reh skte h bina kahi jaye? Aur esa ap roz kar rarte h? Kya ap depress honge? 

Depression

I get leg pain almost everyday ,it's probably psychological , its probably cuz I wanna run away from here as fast as I can.

Physical Health

Someone asked me to be their girlfriend but I'm not there yet and I feel like that's because I haven't completely gotten over the last guy. But then again I don't want to hurt his feelings. Any thoughts?

Confusion

So I reinstalled the app after 3 long months. 
Today it is difficult to do anything. My health anxiety is worse than I could have imagined. I develop a new symptom ; I research it , and I freak out. That's basically what I have been doing for as far as I can remember. I hate the way I am built. I become so vulnerable that it feels impossible to focus on anything.  I read Tuesdays with Morrie , and this quote stuck with me - "Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live." 
Why am I so afraid of death? Why does it scare me the most? It's 1:AM and these thoughts keep disturbing me. For some reason unknown to me , I have always been like this. I remember when I was a little kid, I would ask doctors if I had HIV or cancer , and they would simply laugh at my innocence. Years later, they still laugh at me , still think of me as somebody who hasn't matured enough. 
I am so weak that it bothers me. I don't want to think about death and grief constantly. I don't want to live like this. I don't want to be best friends with WebMD. 
I want to be normal, and I am anything but normal . It pains me , it breaks me . 


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