So after more than a year I did it again. I thought I was okay. Maybe not happy but there is a progress. I was wrong though. I thought I won’t do it again but I tried to cut myself today. Although my cutter was blunt so I actually didn’t got a cut, just a scratch.
Disappointing. Maybe I’ll just never heal
You mad you are precious to me and many more how dare you tried doing that stupid.
VJ @vj2725
What’s making you cut yourself?
Ummm there’s no one single reason… Idk how to answer this question ig
VJ @vj2725
You can, there’s reason for everything, open the door and let it out?
Maybe because it has never been opened… Now the door is stucked? That’s how it feels
VJ @vj2725
I understand. It’s fine.
VJ @vj2725
You need to let emotions flow out like oil and make the door easy to get out of being stuck. It’ll help you only. But, see whoever you are, you’re not going to prove anything by harming yourself okay. You’re piling up guilt, nothing else. There’s always a way out, and if not, create one then, I know you can. ❤️
Hey umm thank you for the kind words it means a lot. I try and I promise I’ll try harder.
Btw I don’t hurt myself to prove anything, it’s the pain. Physical pain is greater than the mental pain but it’s also easier to handle.
VJ @vj2725
You’re proving that pain is larger than your life’s worth. Physical or mental, pain is a pain. I pray all goodness to you and hope that you just don’t think of taking that step ever again.
Love,
VJ
