Remember one thing there are two best friends you got when you have no one in your life. Those two best friends are food and sleep.

Why is this so true, & why is this the story of my life 😫😩😩😩

Life

Why is life so difficult even if ur living in your space is is important to please everybody. Mainly in ur marriage life 

Anxiety

Today I made medu Bada without center whole wala in breakfast

Growing Up

I feel like I am just kind of a person whom noone wants

Self Esteem

I just kep hearing bad news. Bad things keep happenening and my mind is consuming me i cant pull myself to complete the tons of missing assignments i have. I haven't been on social media i completely cut it off. The onlyperson i talk to is my boyfriend but i feel like he doesnt really care although he does and shows me lots of support. I don't really know how to explain it or when i try to put my thoughts into words it never comes out right. I just want things to be normal again It's hard to do everyday normal tasks. I don't unerstand if everyone else can do it why can't I ? What is the difference between that person and me why can'ti do the same things? I wish everything can be fine for me.

Mental Health

i'm so tired in life. so hard to get matured. so hard to resist depression. so hard to love. so hard to grow up. 

Depression

Boy, are you alien?
Cause there's none like you(XD💀)


3am Thoughts

Ive never been alone from when I've started understanding things u know mentally i mean the time from maturity bt from some months im totally alone no one to wish morning no one to wish to have a good night no one to ask me how was your day or checking on me idk with whome to share something little happiness that I've got or to share some heart feelings ive never been this alone its breaking me slowly and I'm trying really hard so harf from months but sometimes it just hits thats it

You know what they don't tell you. They don't tell you the feelings you have for leaving. The guilty you are feeling the angry in yourself for staying. The hatred you have for yourself because your kids had to experience this abuse for years. Mental abuse is real. I smiled around people and cried at night but not to loud or I was weak and worthless and scum of the earth.  I was living but not really living. Beautiful day outside and I could see is clouds. Leaving was the right decision but now I have to fix me so I can fix my kids. But where do I start when all I can see is pain? I am so scared. 

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