Raat ka kala hona Jayaz h
Lkin Din kyu adhere se hote h
Roz ek hi raag si h zindgi
Kitna dhundha khudko
Pr roz thoda thoda sa khote h.......

3am Thoughts

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Good night lovely ppl🍷

how to overcome loneliness?

Lonely

Okay but any ideas how to sleep fast? Idk I don't wanna think of him or get any flashbacks of regretful past moments, I just wanna get some sleep :)

I can see my progres but I'm never satisfied I always want more and I don't think I am doing any of my work for me 

Anxiety

i rlly think i fell in love with this person that i met online game. all of a sudden one day my mom asked me that is there somthing going on with me and my cousin brother and i was like what! Just before that day  my cousin kissed me and i was all soo scared and i didnt know what to do. i was only 13! And all of a sudden she told me to stop playing games and she woke me up at 3am and made me delete my game. And she deleted my game frnds contact list and made me block them all. i and i was so depressed that i was littrelly crying all the time when i was alone! And after somedays she gave me her phone because i was having online classes and when i got the phone i just unblcked them and tried to talk to the person that i fell in love with but before 3or4 days he went to bording school. And its been 8months but i still am not just feeling so great. when he was back i messaged him and it took him 3 days or more to rply me. and it was my bday this month but he didnt even wish me that rlly hurt me. and now i dont even have anyone to talk to i am just rlly alone.    at this rate i will fail my exam.

Crush

Recently I was seeing my BF instagram ID and i really dont know why but i started to feel jeleous by some of the girls in the group photograph. Its is completly normal for him having other female friends except me but i really dont why but i have that inner insecured feelings.
I also have male friends and he also have female friends ,then i really dont know why there is such inner gut feeling which is telling me that he might be in more touch (attracted) with them then me. I have travelled few months to my family back to take care of my parents and its been a while since i have came back and he is still there. We barely text and video-chat or even call. Most of the time he is busy studying (so he says) and i really dont know how to get past this stage…
If i tell him this then he will say that there is nothing to worry about and everythings is fine and all that talks (trust me; i wont do anything like that behind ur back etc.) maybe not even knowing if he means it or not ,or just saying for saying sake. And if i dont then this thing will eat me from inside. This long distance relationship will drive me nuts. What should i do in this circumstance??

Oh god, I can't leave my nicotine addiction, most people might say it's dumb... But I rather choose nicotine than being a hot tempered 😔

Coming Out

What should I write that I am thinking - the person you care for and everything when you feel like that's the one person who will never leave you and when things end you want to go to that person with a hope ki ha she will talk atleast she would understand what you Re going through  but no asa thodi na hota hai - why would someone care about you why 

Noone cares if someone finds better they will for sure moveon they do and then you Re just left alone 

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