Emilia @nobodymuch
People in school begin to think im all happy, bubbly, smiling and well behaved. I am. I know in school I am that way.
Until I come home and I feel like I’m not that kind of person at all. I feel almost like if I’m miserable or angry, I get frustrated and the more lonely I am then the worse it gets.
I have fake friends, or at least that’s how I think they are. Im always approaching them but they always say hi when they see me but I still feel like if they hate me deep down.
I was always quiet until after a school trip and now I talk more. I know that I am and its genuine but I just feel like teachers noticed me before very much and I want to go quiet again but I don’t want them to see me as happy bubbly and annoying because I feel miserable and embarrassed the second I realize how I behaved in school, or how I’m just overall miserable
Hey Emily!♥️
I relate so hard to this.
I could feel how you’re about this.
And I’m gonna tell you the cliched quotes anymore.
But remember, you’ll always have to find happiness,courage,or whatever it takes you to be yourself, within yourself.
No person on earth could bring this to you permanently.
Been there,knew these,realised all these.
Oh yes some lovely ones could make you feel better for while for sure.
I hope you find all the goodness in yourself ♥️ More strength to you girl.
Love love.
❤️🤝
Also hey,Good morning!❤️🌻
Emilia @nobodymuch
Hey, sorry for not responding sooner, thanks for all the support <3 feeling a little better
That’s okay.
Happy for you :) ♥️
