People dont even realise how they emotionally harming themselves. They maybe aware of depression, anxiety, phobias, etc....because everybody talks about them but nobody really talks about emotional abuse or emotional addiction.

So true 
People are just destroying themselves because of others.

I think the only way to counter that is by developing a strong attitude to these forces. 


So true! Many people don’t even know they’re being manipulated, gaslit or emotionally abused. 

Mental Health

How do I feel ok? How do I stop saying I’m fine? Y can’t I get the pain to stop? I been through the numbness and the overwhelming soul crushing pain. The hopelessness. How do I get it all to stop? PLEASE HELP ME! I want to cut so bad. I need it. I want it. But I know I need to fight it. I just don’t know how.

Exhausted

I keep wanting to hit myself as a way of stopping myself from self harming. And I’ve got a head ache today bc of it :)
How can I stop doing this?

Self Harm

"Insecure again?"
She took a glance through mirror
And looked away
And the voice in her head started to get louder
And louder 
Closing her eyes
She stripped off her clothes
One by one.
"THE SCARS, THE SCARS"
The voice echoed in her ears louder than ever.
Finding the courage to look in the mirror again,
She failed...
More miserably than the last time.

Body image

Every scar tells a story
Every smile hides one 

Intro

Self harm might look like an easy escape, but what's more important is to know that harming yourself won't get you out of the problem you've been facing. We need to muster all our courage, think of our parents and take the problems head on. 

My self harm is getting bad again 😪, my leg ended up bleeding quite badly this morning luckily I was able to cover it up and no one noticed. It's getting worse I crave it more frequently I'm cutting deeper. I have about 20 cuts on my one thigh from the past 2 days alone and more on my arms and other thigh. 
It's getting harder to resist the urge to do it. It doesn't help that my intrusive thoughts have been getting worse and more vivid especially when I feel like cutting or when I look at the cuts I think about how it might just be best to just end it all. And I think about doing it in the most gruesome way possible I don't want to tell people that this is what I'm going through because I don't want them to look at me like some broken toy I can't stand having people look at me like that 

Depression

I want to cut myself so badly. I hate the scars that it leaves, and how I feel after but in the moment it’s so good.

Do you freakout too when your depression symptoms start to come up on the layers?
A hurting head
Grumpy mood
Want to talk but don't want to talk
Want to do something but also don't want to
Sleep cycle getting disturbed
Waking up early (although it'll make your mom happy, but only you know that its fucked up)
Self harming starts to develop
Yea and stuffs like that

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