One of the biggest lesson I learned so far is   learning how to remain calm!

Durgesh Thakare

ankit

Mindfulness

Only 4 hrs of sleep left until I gotta wake up, I can't sleep cuz idk how to do my hair tomorrow! Never had this issue before

3am Thoughts

The person I'm with is constantly like, tameez seekhlo tm, tmeez he Koi nahi tmhay, aik saal reh gaya ha before marriage and sudhar lo khud ko acha insan banjao. 
Mere ghar aakay apni ye fazul harkatein na krna. 

Eachtime I'm just left frustrated even more that what does this person expect from me? I don't have friends I don't go out? I focus on my career?  I'm a complete introvert and the only person I make time for in the entire day to talk to is him and then I share how my entire day went and he judge me on everything,  "tmhari soch bht kharab hai you need to work on yourself,  he said this to me when I was sharing my point of view that everyone is talented and capable in their own views and I dislike people that judge people for getting less marks in exam and thinking these are farigh log and aren't going to get anywhere in life because they don't secure high grades at college " phir agay se tmhari soch is very toxic.

I feel ignored and less 

Is it ok to want someone to hold you tightly, feel like you are losing?

Uggghhhh I'm so frustrated I lost my grandfather yesterday still I'm working and my team mates are not even answering the call we need time submit all the data by midnight... Sigh why it's always me to do all the work....!!!! I'm so angry and I can't do anything about it.... 

Exhausted

Heyya, hope everyone are doing good, if not, mind sharing?

Because I don't want anyone when reading my post be like 'doing good? What's that? 🙄'...


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I’m feeling shit but I don’t know why really. I’ve been nervous all week because I was supposed to sing lead for my school band and tbh I don’t believe I’m good at singing ofc the teacher asked me to do it but I still don’t understand why she keeps going on about how I have potential and stuff. Anyways I’ve been freaking out and the concert was today it was okay I guess. I sang fine we did good my friends (toxic friends) as soon as I talked to them one of them mentioned I was to quiet and I need to be more loud which I understand but I have had an issue with projection and it’s one of my biggest problems and they know that, they just always try to one up me. Anyways everyone I talked to after the show was like “you did good.” I don’t know what I was expecting like I’m just imagining people being like “OMG BRO YOUR SO AMAZING WHAT THE HELL!” But yeah that never happened also to add to my regret my like arch nemesis and his friends came in and recorded it all which was so mean. I don’t know why I have the same feeling I do like when I’m in my deep depression fazes like wanted to self harm and stuff “I’ve only ever done that once hasn’t happened since don’t worry” I’m just lying in my bed sad wanting to just escape from this. Also after the show I didn’t want to go outside I didn’t want people to see me.

I can't sleep I m just scared bcoz its first time I m home alone without my parents.

Zindagi chal rhi hai
Hum wahi theere huye hai 
Waqt beeta jaa raha hai 
Hum ab talak khud ko 
Saamete jaa rahe hai....!!!

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