One day i feel i am over it another day
I am crying begging to talk to him 

Yes wht shld i do i miss him so much  bt i knw he is toxic 

I can give u advice but i doubt if u follow it because your emotional state clouds your judgement so make yourself okay first and just enjoy the process 

Cmon emotionally hurt peoples dont need advice they need self realisation which comes after so many hurt pain and suffering and let me tell one thing love is never like this and she never understand it this time 

He and he moved on and sent a pic kissing a girl

It’s okay 🤗… you’ll pass through this pas phase too..

Anxiety

Whether you will choose a big city Delhi Mumbai Kolkata etc or a small city like jamshedpur for living . Give reasons too

3am Thoughts

Wannna talk to somebody

Mental Wellbeing

So I am in a relationship with this person who is more obessed with Her family. Whenever something Happens at her Home She leaves me All by myself. I am not saying that family is not imp but When this kind of situation arises she even Avoids my messages and calls. After the situation is okay in her family she becomes normal To me. And Again this goes on loop. I dont Know why she does this. Nowww I dont Know what should i do I m freaking attached to her  alot and this is hurting me a lot now. I feel alone still being in a relationship and if i leave still I will be hurting hell.

Life

So the thing is i like to spend time with my brother who is older thn me because he don't judge me like my friends do...I am not saying my friends are bad they just want me to dress properly or they want me to look pretty whenever I am out with them...but with my brother I can go anywhere with pajamas and tangled hairs..but now I think he never liked to hangout with me..tbh I can die for him but he always choose his gf over me...like he said he will buy me a dress..but he bought her gf a pretty dress first and mine never came...he said he will be with me when my parents were not around but he left me alone at home...he said he will take me out on this upcoming weekend but he went on date with his gf..I was with him when he broke up with her and tbh I was happy I thought now he will talk to me properly now and he did and then he stopped because they started talking again.....I asked him to ick me up once I thought it will be just us....but he bought his gf with him... They were laughing I was quiet but he didn't notice...once I was angry on him because I asked him to teach me car...but he shut me down with some lame excuses and then I saw a video in which he was teaching her gf how to drive it I was angry....he and his gf said I was overreacting it was nothing big...for them it wasn't but for me it was...today was his birthday I bought him a gift he didn't even looked at it...he was like I will open it later...when I forced he just said "thankyou baby" he never noticed the letter which was pasted on his gift wrap....because he wanted to enjoy with his friends and his gf....he left me alone again on his birthday...I was waiting to cut  cake with him but he will return tommorow now..I might eat all the cake alone now lol...and you know what hurts the most...that I have keep on pretending that I am not hurt I am all fine...because no one understands how I feel...I might not able to make u guys understand how m feeling rn...but it hurts so much...I know it might sound cruel but I want my brother to feel what I feel for just a few moments.....I want to tell him that whats going on with me...but I know I will never be able to...I just don't want him to look down on me...I don't want to be a burden on him..I don't want to be a person in his life who he want to runaway from...I don't know why I am so obsessed with him..I don't know why can't I be  the one to push him away...I don't know till when I will keep on letting thing go..idk maybe he have many people around him who genuinely like him or want to be with him...but I only had him..I know I am  the one at fault here...but still I want him...why can't I be  first priority to him..I have always
 Been second choice to everyone in whole life....all I wanted was to be the first choice for my brother..but life is hard again I ended up being  second choice to him but I know he will be my first priority always...I do love him and always will even if he keeps on breaking me..I am stupid I know but I can't help it.

I’m truly unhappy at my job and the thought of leaving causes me so much anxiety. However, I know staying will only cause me to sink further into frustration and continue feeling like I don’t know who I am. 

I know walking away is the hardest part but it’s scary when it’s been your lifeline for majority of your adult life. I’m racked with so much fear but if I let that stop me. I will never be happy

Work

Hit me up if you live in Bangalore! 

Going back from work. Just like everyday, feeling empty and emptiness awaits me at the apartment. 

Depression

I have been doing strangely good on my diet and I have lost around 11 pounds in a month. But I knew that I would mess something up for myself... Just one day where I find myself binging on chocolate and pizza, idk how to fix it because I am anxious about gaining all the weight back. 

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