okay tell me im not weird for being a grown adult who eats lucky charms

3am Thoughts

I'm from a middle class family. My father used to be a business man once upon a time but with time he lost everything. We left with very less cash, with that money we left our home town and started living from interests gained from that money. I've done my bachelor's of engineering from a reputed college with top rank in affiliated University. I've placed in a reputed company but couldn't take the job as I wanted to go for higher studies. I've cracked gate and got into one of the reputed college in India and secured a good CGPA over there. I've cleared all the technical interviews but couldn't able to clear HR interviews, because of which I couldn't get placed in my Masters. During Masters I loved a girl very much. I started texting her but after few days she told that she's having crush on someone else. Respected her love I stopped texting her from next day. I couldn't even see any other girl. I couldn't even talk to any other girl. I started crying during nights. Nothing good is happening in my life. My friends who took job after bachelors are well settled now, but I being a topper I couldn't. I used to get attention from my girls in my bachelor's and masters and couldn't get a girl I loved. Everything sucks in my life. I am a looser. How to get out of this pain..? 

Mental Health

Just broke up!
& I'm crying again is baar na bhut jyada hi gya h har dusre din ldai yarr
Kuch mhino se aisa hi chl rha h pyar bhut krti hu isliye abhi tk ruki thi but meri khushi ka kya yarr?
Mai bhi acha deserve krti hu 
Vo bura ni h lekin humdono shayad ek dusre k liye bne nhi h...
Btw use bhulu kaise or is baar mujhe uske paas jage sath rhne ki bheekh ni mangni h .


Breakup

Vibes speaks louder than words

Believe those who are seeking the truth 
Doubt those who finds it =_=

I have met Christine that day... my life and checkbook have neve been the same...

Hi 👋 
It's my first time here hehe so this will be my first post.

Uhm, I haven't been in a relationship since birth, just have some crushes of course (and most of them are girls) but I'm already mid 20's and I don't but I just wanted suddenly to be in a relationship (I know it's not easy) maybe because during this lockdown I've been watching some romantic kdramas and movies that I'm picturing myself what if I have someone like those couples HAHAHA 

I've got some suitors back then who asked me on a date and agreed to come but then I find myself after couple of weeks loosing interests on those guys. I felt like I'm not good in keeping people :( 

So now this, I have a college classmates who had a crush on me and even helped me with my thesis back then which eventually stopped since I think he thought I took him for granted. 

He is now chatting me on messenger and talking about things, I don't know his motive but I'm still replying to his messages, but there's one time that I didn't reply after a week, I saw his tweet saying that if someone wants to play a game they should end it not leaving it's opponent halfway through. After reading that tweet I let couple of days passed by and reply to his messages HAHA I really don't know what he wants from me if he just wants to be friends or what. 

He's also asking me out after the lockdown but I told him that I will go only if we have one of my friend to come with us. I'm uncomfortable being around with guys alone. hmm. 





Relationships

This morning I was pissed at my bf so I wasn’t talking properly, he asked me if something’s wrong and I said no. Since then he hasn’t made any effort to talk to me, should I initiate or wait for him to?

What are your views on the ending of the peaky blinders?

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