Okay. So my day went pretty shitty. I donโt know why people have to make me feel so bad about myself. Every person i talk to. It feels like they are stabbing me. Iโm scared to talk to anyone. Iโm too sensitive in terms of emotions and every damn friend of mine plays with my emotions. Either Iโm too bad or Iโm too bad. Now i have considered this.
There is this one friend of mine and she gets offensive about every lil thing i joke about. It makes me feel so bad. It makes me feel like i am the worst. We talk on video call and she doesnโt have earphones and i just said that do you like someone. She got so angry and said really unpleasant things to me. Even today her friends were taking her hamsters and they were wrapped in some clothing so i jokingly said that where are you taking this dead body. She did the same thing. It makes me feel so damn angry and upset at the same time. I feel really really bad today
Its okay somedays you will be filled with happinessโฆ someday you will feel sad, angry or frustratedโฆits not about what she did โฆ because you canโt control herโฆ right naโฆbut what you can doโฆis to understand that everyone having their own perspectiveโฆmaybe she thinks she is rightโฆ maybe she doesnโt feel comfortable with your jokesโฆ it can happenโฆtalk to her if you feel okay with itโฆ every person is different know.?
I know what i joke about and like itโs not some kinda jokes even if the slightest thing that upsets her she took it out on me. Anyways i had tried to talk it out to her and she just says sorry again and then again. Iโll try to figure it out thank you for trying to sort though ๐๐๐
Im glad if i being useful for you in anyway
Itโs fine. Try talking to her, like address all of this to her. If still it does help then, Stop hanging around her and be w other people. Clearly you guys donโt go w each other. Humor difference is a serious issue indeed.
Thanks man . I think you understood that Iโm not a teenager crying about a friend of mine. She doesnโt mean that much to me i just donโt like being treated in that way
Yes! Thereโs plenty of fish in the sea.๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ All the best!
See you are not bad
you have just gave your Carโs stearing wheel of happiness to someone else
think about it
No actually i have not. Itโs just if there will be a random person treating me badly i would handle that. But she is someone i know and she cared for me once so listening those words are not a pleasent thing. Iโm a person who doesnโt give a damn about anyone else. But these kinda things triggers something in me they remind me how once someone whom i used to love treated me so badly. Itโs just this