Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Numb-ed
It has come back.
Relapsed, recall.
How did it happened?
Why is it happening again?
It makes me lost.
Have no control.
It makes no sense.
Mentally exhausted.
This is crazy.
Unconsciously brought it back.
Excuses.
Perhaps it was me, it is me.
From the beginning.
To the end.
It kills me.
But I will do it.
It destroys me.
I will keep doing it.
Why?
I hated it.
But I fell for it.
It took over me.
No resistance.
Ripping part by part.
Will it end?
I hope so.