nobody sees me crying out for help. they just see me being weak. I hate feeling weak but I am done with it. I am tired of the hurt. I dont want to feel the pain anymore. i had written a goodbye letter to my father. i am giving up. i just want to feel okay for once
Decisions should never be taken when you are happy, sad , overwhelmed , overthinking, emotional etc. Think this through my friend. Talk to people as much as you can.
please, please don’t give up. I know the hell of ptsd, but please don’t let it control you, you are so much more than what’s happened to you. I’ve attempted suicide before, believe me it’s not fun and it really, really hurts both yourself and the people around you. Don’t give up, please. I believe in you, you’ll make it if you just keep going. Everyday is a battle, and each breath you take is a victory. You are brave and strong and I know you can get through this. I’m sorry if this feels like pressure, I don’t me to force you, I just don’t want anybody getting hurt. I hope you have a great life :)