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Poetry

"Love is the most twisted curse of all"
Gojo setoru

Quotes

Feeling sad, overwhelmed, anxious, stressed.

This virus has brought us to a stage where it feels like war. All out war.

Death, sickness, insecurity, people scouring for resources. We never know who could be next. Our next door neighbor? Our family? Our best friend? And we're supposed to keep it together and focus on work. We're supposed to "stay positive" and go about life as if nothing is wrong.

If this isn't the end of days then what is?

COVID-19

Well. Life sucksss
Had a very rough day
Experienced a lot of shitty things in a single day
Was completing my pending assignments as i procrastinated whole week
At the end of day decided to make coffee to feel a little better
it spilled too, on my fav white dress :|
and i am out of coffee ingredients now....ughh hate itt
anddd now out of nowhere my back is hurting very bad since the last 2 hours and the ache increasing a lot. and i dont know where i kept my pain killeerss
now i still have 2-hour worth work left and its almost 2:30 AM here
ughhhh just wanted to vent out!!
life suckkks
life is hellll
whyy meee?
for howw longgg? 




Life

Your sense of belonging means nothing in the face of absolute scale of the space-time.

Motivation

Hello everyone!! I really wanted to ask for advice Abt my best friend who I think secretly does not like me :')). So lately I've been noticing that she has been trying to make me feel left out whenever we are with group of friends. Like this one time we invited a friend of ours to buy lunch, we were all talking and having fun, then my bsf said that both of them should take a selfie (she is referring to our friend who tagged along with us), and then when I asked if I could join she said yes but when she posted it on her insta story, BRO all the pics that she took with me are cropped, and I mean ALL. Her pics were full of her and the selfies she took with our other friend. It even had a caption that said "my fav girly" me personally I don't mind her saying that but the fact that she cropped all of the photos that I was in is just so 💀. Then I also heard her having a Convo with a classmate of ours and bro I heard my name in it. They were whispering and laughing too 🥲🥲. She also makes me walk at the back and leave me out whenever we are with friends. That's it for today, please give me advice on what I should do Abt this, thank you!!

Friends

Kisko chahiye salaah
zindagi jeene ki
Dete sab h jaise sutta
Daru peene ki
Kuch kar ke dekhana h
Dundhte h raasta roz
Fir dusri picture lag jaati h
Badal jaati h soch.

Made by me

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3am Thoughts

Honestly just feeling lonely..

I am in an LDR...and I fucking love him...I don't want to ever lose him but the distance is not letting our relationship grow ... I miss him all the time..I don't want to imagine having to leave him only because of circumstances.. I really hope and pray this shitty phase ends and I get to be with him.. otherwise I'm gonna lose myself in a way that's not reversible..

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