New day.
New morning. 
New ways to deal things.
Have a good day guys💖

Hope

Is it right to message the crush by my end and by any means keep the conversation long even it has seen that she is not interested.? And also I am hesitating to invite her for date. How should I tell her 

Dreams

I feel that I don't want to live anymore and that i just want to end my life already. 

Mental Health

"Today is your opportunity to build the tomorrow you want." - Ken Poirot (w) ~ Q

Gratitude

I need a best friend!

Friends

Ig we all Said oh god please help me for this time 


3am Thoughts

Well, there is a huge mess here. I recently liked this girl and we were talking for a while but I can’t make her realize that I like her. I think she thinks I like someone else but I’m afraid to tell her the truth. Also I know she is not ready for a relationship but I don’t want to be friendzoned. I’m really confused. I’m afraid that she start liking someone who isn’t me. What should I do?

Crush

I went out with a guy I met online. I have a rule i don't eat with someone at the first meeting , because i may not see them again , if I don't like them.
So we just had tea and he paid.
Yesterday I went with him again and i paid for transport or tickets.
Then we went for dinner , and i could literally see him calculating everything, I understood , so i ordered the least priced food and said he will take some bite from that only. I agreed.  But the point is because he was calculating everything and was anxious and had only a few bites , which made my stomach churn. I felt so bad . I said I am not feeling well and he should finish the food because i knew he was hungry.
The thing is i don't mind splitting the bill or even paying the whole amount. But he doesn't want me to pay nor eat well. Then what's the point of going for dinner ?
He ate something I ordered which he may not have liked . I had to order dinner when i went back to my room.
I just wanted us to eat together nicely , i don't mind paying.
How should I convey this to him because i think he'll feel bad or be offended if i say that I'll pay ,don't calculate everything and relax.

Just feeling like like im done. I don't wanna do efforts anymore towards any of my relationship whether it is love friends or family....im just fad up. Feeling so exhausted and frustrated. Nobody really cares abt me. 

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