my mom hit me till I bled today. and she’s so toxic that she even threatens me that she might kill herself if I dont stop focusing only on my school only spend time with her. I started cutting myself about three months ago after my sucide attempt where I tried to drink disinfectant but it wasn’t enough to kill me . I have no one to talk to as my best friend ignores me and always brings the conversation back to herself. my mom will tell me its my fault. and I have absolutely no one. my cutting is also worsening a lot that I can’t even wear short sleeved t-shirts anymore. I sometimes starve myself and drink only a bit of water throughout the whole day. and sometimes I think what is the use of this thing we call living when we r gonna die anyways. (if ur reading this and have problems of your own pls ignore this and focus on your self.)
May i knw ur age
umm may I ask for what reason