My Love my Friends so Much men...
Like i Treat them like my own brother men... 
But they've just ruined my named in the whole school campus like i'm nothing to them... It hurts alot like after that thing happened the other day my school life is just so hard like almost everyone in it is just Avoiding me. I Even Told my other Closest friend to stay away for me for now cause i dont want rumors spreading about them hanging around with me :'(. 

Anxiety

the feels when you the one who always be left out in your group of friends,and they sometimes didn’t even realize you there, and they use you as their second option in case they’re lonely. shits.

Social Anxiety

Why do i feel like i don’t wanna be around my friends? I feel tired of them. I feel like they are annoying. But I met some new friends on my camp and I felt more of a connection with them then my school friends. Also I feel 
stressed and anxious 

Everything is fake the only truth is *Abba ni manege* 😂😂😂

3am Thoughts

Friend??

Friends

Trigger Warning:
Mention of suicide 

Hey there! 
So... I've made a couple of online friends a few months back, and now we've grown pretty close. But recently, one of them has been having a very difficult time..., regarding strained relationships with some very close people... I guess I should also mention that they are emotionally sensitive & pretty strong too... like, they've attempted suicide more than once before, feeling overwhelmed with emotional pain... and then again I've seen them (actually heard from them/through chats; we never met irl) be very strong emotionally too...
So... the thing is I'm not sure how to be there for them... As someone who cares a lot (like, A LOT) for their friends, I really feel helpless and desperate at times when chatting with them... Recently, as I said, they've been having a rather difficult time, and they're trying their best to stay strong... But I'm worried that they might be overwhelming/overstraining themselves...
Can anyone please suggest how I can give them more support...?
(PS: in the current situation, getting a therapist isn't possible for them... and due to the pandemic (& distance), it's not possible for me to meet them irl...)
Thanks... :)
Hope you have a nice time ahead:)


Suicidal Ideation

I feel more alone than I have in weeks. I keep myself occupied as much as I can so I can forget about this sadness I feel. It’s constantly lingering. I wish I could talk to about how I feel with my “friends” but they don’t care much about me or my feelings. They just want me to be present when they need me. For weeks now I’ve just been avoiding everyone cause I honestly just don’t want to show up for them anymore since they can’t have the decency to show up for me. It’s honestly k*ll*ng me inside, but I’d rather be hurting alone than putting myself through h3ll for these “friends”. Sucks to have to go through this alone… 

At the start of my senior college we were a pack of friends but 1 thing led to another and everyone moved apart so did I but in that grp these 2 girls i got super close with but as I said everyone moved away they 2 also lacked communication so they don't really talk with each other.
Now the problem is they don't really like that i share the things with both of them they don't say me but sometimes there words and actions show that, they both really care for me and they take a stand whenever I needed them but i don't know what to do now 🙂.
I really don't know how to explain my situation.

I have hardly any friends. Ive tried to be nice and a good person to everybody and they all ignore me. Ive tried to help others and nobody misses me or leaves me messages. I got so fed up that after a year, I kicked everyone out of my server. They are people who pretend to be my friend but would never admit to be my friend in front of other people. They would lurk and not interact with anybody. Then there are people who try to give me lessons or words of wisdom about how everyone is alone and nobody is happy and that just pisses me off. Like i need to hear advice from teenagers. 

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