My first post here. I’ve been feeling a bit lost lately. My girlfriend lives in the city while I live a fair way away in the country and I’ve been trying to see her once or twice month. But since of the arrival of COVID-19 she has been unable to leave the city and haven’t seen her for so long. I’ve never met anyone I’ve connected so well with and I’ve been really struggling and I don’t see another opportunity coming soon to see her again. I want to remain faithful. Sneaking around is really not who I am but the thought sometimes comes up and I don’t like it. I don’t want to do anything that could ruin what I have with such an awesome person but she’s just so far away. I don’t like that I feel like I could get away with being unfaithful. Ive just been left alone with my thoughts lately and it’s been nice to say something for someone to hear even if no one hears it.

COVID-19

You guys ever think your choice is bad? Like the person you are choosing is not bad but your choice is bad.

So I had a total of 2 crushes in my life till now. It took me a lot of time to confess to them. But I eventually figured out that it’s better to not be with her. After that I thought that it would be really hard for me to like somebody. After many years passed and got a crush again on a girl. My 2nd crush is older than me. She is cheerful, talkative and extrovert. We had some good communication for a good time and I also asked her for a date. Even though she said no, we still hung out together. But afterwards I realised that she is not interested in me. 
Now I think will it actually be possible someone to be genuinely interested in me and me in them? I am generally a normal talkative person and add humour wherever possible.

Crush

So been through a rough couple months my girlfriend got date raped left me and now says the 5 years she's been was all just a lie  because she still had feelings for her first boyfriend who's a creep that's 10+ years older than her and she's been talking to him over the phone. And after all this she's going to leave the state to be with him meanwhile she's still traumatized from her incident. I did everything for this girl would've took a bullet for her. So she strung me along used me and manipulated me tryed to get me to marry her get her pregnant. My whole life I attract fake people I doubtful there's anyone real out there anymore. Most women have a super evil side I guess. Have trust issues now and somehow I'm a asshole for telling her how wrong that was. There were subtle hints I now realize but I was blinded by love. I'm still feeling a lot of hurt but I'm ready to better myself and move on after 2 months of hell and games. I just want to meet someone honest with a good heart like me but seems impossible these days. Does anyone know how someone could be so heartless I wouldn't have had any hard feelings if she just told me that she still had feelings for her ex from the start.

Breakup

I have this girlfriend 

3am Thoughts

I am an introvert person. I feel very anxious when I go out on public, I start feeling breathless. I have not been very good with people in my life. I have tried to make things better for me but it's so difficult. I just finished college and there is a girl who loves me alot but for some reason I keep hurting and pushing her away, sometimes I feel I am not worthy of her love for me. I am trying to be a better man for her  I just don't want to hurt her anymore. Should I leave her and let her find her happiness?

Lonely

I had a long talk with my girlfriend this evening. She barely talked to me, mostly did her own work and stayed silent. And kept asking me to talk to her. What I understand that she only kept me in line so that she can cut the phone in the right time and go on to talk with her new crush. She is continuously flirting with him and denies it on my face. I love her to the moon and back. And she never loved me or cared for me. I was and am her pass time choice. 

I am not able to move on from a breakup... that person left me saying we cant be together. That person told me that was not love that was your obessession over me. She never choosed me understood i guess she never wanted to be with me. I text her today and Said many things and she told me I dnt want to give any explanations. I still have her texts and her messages i cant move on

Heyy guys!! Hope u all are doing well, soo here it is... its been a whilee since i used this app... and as the matter of fact atm i need ur suggestions...
There is this girl im into!! Perfect in everywayy soo good... i cant stop myself if i start speaking about her... ahemm lets not distract from the point.. the point is.. i have been after her for almost an year now... last year we met and we kinda fell for each other.. before we could take this ahead.. she ghosted mee for a month.. turns out she got some pretty bad grades soo she had to back off... i respected that... she deleted all her socials and totally cutt off with everyone.. even her friends... i tried my best to give her the same comfort and space like we used to have.. but at times i failed miserably... this year we reconnected and decided on a fresh start... now the probelm is.. recentlyy she started textingg wayy to late or soemtimes we dont even talk ... im a huge overthinkerr and she claims to be in a "healing stage" (plus her studies) which i totally accept and respect that.. but this hopeless romantic side cant wait for too long... i get jealous, i overthink, she feels gulity about last year and she wants to make things right but at the same time she has these mood swings and suggests that i should move on... but i have invested a lot in her just to move on rn.. i always make her understand that ill wait no matter what!! She even calls me atlas from it ends with us... 


 Ikk situation is bad.... sorry for this long and painful para.. but help me out will ya??

After breakup from 2 years long distance relationship now I am getting better but I don't know why I feel sooo sexual and I feel sexual for her it's not completely sexual it's a bit like just hug her soooo tight and all and some sexual thoughts tooo I can't understand why it's happening ?

If I am moving up then why I feel this much sexual about her to make physical love with her i can't understand that ?

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