My engagement just broke with the guy I love. 1 week of engagement and my family spoiled everything. I really have no hope right now. I don't know what to do. I had changed my life completely considering marriage is near. 

Here. Its a long complicated story. 

https://nowandme.com/got-engaged-to-the-love-of-my-life-AKyPmxVFgePb5Xk

I am so very sorry man, it didn't work out, but please don't lose hope

I can totally relate. Been through the exact same. Put me into depression 

Dude I am really very sorry, you can vent out . I don't know why still parents can't be okay with love marriages

Thank you, my dad passed away just 8 days before our wedding. We were dealing with the loss when I found him cheating on me over his ex gf. The whole engagement n wedding preps were just a scam. They were together the entire time. 

How about you, what’s your story ? Only if you want to share 

Anxiety

The reason that I'm feeling lonely because Idon't have any friends or someone to support me, growing up as an introverted that makes me not having any social skills to approach people , i always make others feel uncomfortable around me as i get anxious whenever I have to interact with someone. I feel lonely to not have anyone to share my interests and feelings

Lonely

Hey Everyone ! 
Hope you all are having a good day ! 

I love to write ! 
But unfortunately my creative block seems to be never ending ! 
How do you get over it ugh ?
Can y'all drop in some random words/ theme ideas here? I might end up getting an inspiration from any of it .
Will absolutely share what  I'll write here with you guys ! 

Lots of love 
- S 

Poetry

Bollywood music >>  


Music

My classmate used to have a crush on me and I kind of rejected him cause I thought I wasn’t ready for dating. Now this year he has been ignoring me and people say that he has gotten over me which is good for him but we used to talk so much. He was like my best friend almost. Then when I heard he had feelings for me we kinda ignored each other cause other were making fun of us like that we are a couple. I told them many times that I don’t like him and don’t ship us but they still did. I feel some sort of guilt for not dating him some how. Do you know why?

Love

How do I make myself my first and foremost priority instead of others? How do I enjoy solitude? How do I fall in love with myself? I don't want to keep on loving and putting efforts to please people who always stab me from behind like my parents,friends,relatives, neighbors and all. I just want to enjoy this company of my own self and don't want to care about such people. How do I do that?

So i fucked up majorly this year . Realising that i have been running away from uncomfortable situations. Since the time i had joined my first job i had been feeling anxieted and lazy to work. I fucked my first year of the job , then the time came where i could move forward and what happened the pandemic became more lazy and got a bad rating at my workplace which lead to a paycut and them putting me in a position for 3 months to check my performance i suceeded that but i wanted to leave the job in order to find something better. I planned my escape was going abroad to study so i left my job and started prepping up for that , i did realise i had not worked hard enough and the colleges i was tar-getting weren't the one that i wanted to get in. I fucked the entry paper , then i thought i need to be in a new feild i took up an internship and there also i didnt pull off well. I targetted jobs and got rejected from everywhere but there is one role i got where i didnt see myself working and ultimately just one moth of joined they want to sack me.I fucked up major time without any planning and i am so nervous about the future. I dont know when will i get a job that i will get excited to work for and this is taking a whole lotta of my mindspace. how do i make myself feel better and not loose hope.is there anybody who can understand.???

Job Dissatisfaction

I hate the way she makes me feel but at the same time I love her too much and still have hope

Relationships

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