Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Me and Girlfriend have a long distance relationship and we talk a lot because we’re both gamers. But I am starting to feel like I’m anxious and I’m staring to become lonelier each day. I start to wonder should I continue in this relationship cause how it is hurting me to be apart from her. I am hurting more and more every day. But I don’t want to stop dating her, I love her, but I don’t know what to do. Recently, over our break we haven’t talked much other than text and she’ll just leave the party. I am starting to feel insecure. She won’t tell her parents we’re dating even tho they are supportive of LGTBQ+ community and the like me. She suddenly get sick from her mom which heard nothing of her mom getting sick, she even threw up yesterday and today her sisters boyfriend was playing on her account while she was at the store. I don’t know what to do about this anymore.