Maybe in another life you admitting you love me would make a difference.

It could make a huge difference in that life someone's dreams will come true ro reality

Lonely

I always expect people to be around me. Have a lot of friends. And I'm always working towards a lot of attention. But anytime i actually get attention, it feels like a lot, i get annoyed and angry. It almost feela unnatural when someone is too nice to me. Also i don't like to be around when people are crying and shit. Or showing emotions. Anger disturbs me on whole another level. 

3am Thoughts

I lost a friend of over 20 years of friendship. She's gotten engaged and now I found out I am not important to her at all. In her own words - that ship has sailed a long time ago. I am heartbroken. Above all, sharing my thoughts online have only triggered her anger. She thinks it's about me blaming her and the world, and that I am pathetic and mean. I guess I am. I just needed to vent to a close circle who can see but don't actually need to do anything...I don't how to explain the need to express yourself when you're not in the right headspace but also don't have the capacity to have a conversation with someone. Her, of all people. I am in so much pain.
 

Friends

feeling lonely. i widh i knewvany girls, i hv no frmsle griends, hope to start talking woth girls here at least,.

Girlfriend

Nature is scary.

Life

Do yall have comfort characters or songs or artists?
If yes, can I know who or which ?
I have various comfor characters but the major ones are Tsukishima from Haikyuu , Sun from Sense8 and Red from Orange is the new black
A big spectrum, I know haha
Comfort song is - Youth by Daughter and Leave a light on by Tom Walker :)



Music

My thoughts were Destroying me.
I tried not to think But the silence
Was a killer too.

hello , just want to share something that has really been bothering me in my head . So I turned 21 yesterday and I feel like it’s the end of the world. I been feeling so anxious. It’s like I was only 17 that day I’m not being able to catch up with all these years . I haven’t achieved anything I was stuck in the same mental state and my plans have been buried . I feel like a loser and I’m not even a kid anymore I’m literally an adult. How do I cope up with this. I can’t even express how it feels exactly . I don’t even have any relationship I don’t have any interest in my college I’m just letting it pass and I am not even doing anything productive. I sound so negative which I really don’t want to . But all these thoughts are really ruining my day . I only wish that by the time I’m 21 I actually bring positive changes in my life in every aspect but it’s easier said than done . 

Anxiety

Anybody who r persuing or planning to do llb plz connect me I need guidance 

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