Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

many would like more often or even for the rest of their lives to be able to let go completely and express all their sensitivities without fear of being hurt by others - perhaps the thought has crossed their minds - as and to me - “how nice it would be and how much I would finally like to live as romantically as possible, not need to hide any of my feelings, any thoughts and tell others what I like and what I dream about life - and everyone to accept me and embrace me”. everyone to become my friend and tell me with tenderness and comfort: “we love you, we are by your side, in the easy and the difficult, you can trust us forever”. that’s the kind of life I’d like to live, to live without being chased by anyone. everyone to love me and accept me as I am. to not - ever - feel any need to wear any mask of false goodness. I wish there were no monsters that would give me a nervous breakdown and cause me no feelings of hatred and revenge for them that would transform me into another hideous monster. i want to live in a dream a romantic life. I want all my feelings and all my thoughts to be fragrant flowers and green forests and not to feel that I am overwhelmed in the mine of my soul, that while I could feel golden love and diamond affection, my life is getting less and less more, and never find an escape.