m so overwhelmed. I am actually doing pretty good everything. Still I feel it’s not enough. Because nobody is appreciating anything. I am a good person with zero bad intentions, but people always use that. In the end i am always the bad one.
Tris @anam_00
Thanks. Means a lot :)
Tell me about it! I have been facing this from my own cousins. Used to be so purely good on my face but stab me at my back…
Tris @anam_00
Exactly. Not just my cuzn also my aunts and other relatives I really trusted
Have you heard about your own dad talking shit about you? Well it happened to me. Such a traumatizing moments for me till now as I could not come out from what he did to me…
Tris @anam_00
Oh god. I thought i am the only person with such a dad. He did really bad. I am still traumatized. It happened to me this summer
It started with me when i was in my teen days till now… Haihh… I used to wonder am i the only one gifted with this kind of dad character. Guess I’m not alone. Mind connecting?
Tris @anam_00
Definitely. I can really feel you. I never had a good relationship with him but now I am sorry to say that I hate him. (Because of what he did) but what happened to you? You can tell me if you want
Hye, same goes to me. I hate him from deep down of my heart. Recently he he stroke attack, bedridden. Need someone’s help to even to turn around. He will look for me to help him but I dont feel like to cause I hate him that much already. But my relatives doesn’t seem to understand me. They started scolding me being such a bitch. But I can recall is the way he treated me.
Tris @anam_00
Oh. Well I can understand you. I mean I feel the same. My dad is healthy… but literally the moment I see him my whole mood changes… like i just want to hide myself and not see him and not talk to him.
Exactly. I will avoid being at a place where he is. My mood will be ruined too by looking at his bloody face. I did that. My room is my world. When I lost my job due to covid he started to push me hard. Every single day will nag me being jobless but I was trying my best to find a job. It was easy for him only I knew how hard it was to get a job. So I used to spend most of my time in room. For that he decided to demolish my room.
I don’t understand why they think getting a job or studying is so easy… and they are convinced that we are just being lazy. I can understand that you just stayed in your room… so did I. The thing is he can’t except that as well. He tells me that this is also disrespectful… when come home I should sit with him… talk with him…. i was like you just ruined too much to be expecting that from me now
They think everything is easy. They’re good in judging im telling you. Exactly where else I stayed all day keep applying for jobs via online. Same… They ruined us, destroyed us mentally and emotionally and expecting that. I dont like to spend time when he is there with my cousins or relatives cause you know he will start to talk shits about me and make myself useless and weak and I totally hate that.
Ya i also hate that. He talks about me with them. Judging without thinking is their superpower. Lately I am just in the mood of not care at all what he thinks or expects from me.
Same I stopped explaining to people already when they’re trying to put me in their shoes.
